Confused

Ok... I have known this guy for about a year, and this whole summer up until about 2-3 weeks ago we were dating off and on. One night he calls me and tells me he just wants to be friends, cause he realizes that he can other girls, and he doesnt want to keep going on and off with me. i cried for about 4 hours and I even puked.

I have recovered these past couple weeks, and I thought I was over him. We still email eachother, and I never think about him until I open his email. Everytime he mentions another girl, I get jealous. What can I do to stop this pain? What can I do to get over him? I AM SICK OF THIS FEELING!!!
*Deadly Angel*

lol. its not that easy. i still love him... and i think he was my first love, even though i hate admitting that. i want to talk to him but then i dont. i dont know if NOT talking would make things better or not.. err.. i hate guy problems.
*deadly angel*