i dont need to live like this

i am only 14 and have cut myself more then numbers i know.... i have a good life i ammite that, but that doesnt make up why i cut. i dont do it for people to look at me if i did why i hide it? i am afraid ill take my life i NEED HELP god please there is nothin much more for me...

Then go look for some professional help.

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I don't get why people always say get help...nobody can help you, if you wanted to stop you would there's obviously something you like about it because i know for sure that you could just as easily sit down and play a video game...and you'll probably say no I like the pain I'm addicted blah blah blah...but when you ask for professional help guess what yeah you'll still like the pain...so you'll stop when your ready and if you kill yourself in the process your really the only one to blame...so think about it. Do you really want to kill your parents and friends inside just so you can get over crappy moments in life?

jamie i couldnt say i disagree wiht u more i mean professionals kinda suk but like group therapy isnt bad cuz theres like kids rite there like u and u can relate and u become frends....they help u i definitly reccomd that yes it is ur desision wen to stop but once u decide taht its still hard to stop and u need encouragement u need help ive been thro kinda situation like that and went to group therapy ended up in a hospital but then went bak to group therapy and group really helped me its was called i.o.p and i became best frends with everyone there bc half the time u jsut hung out and talked abotu wut ever u wanted only part of it was like u no.....so i reccomend that ithelped me alot good luk

Uhm, what I have to say is really long, I would just prefer you email me hun, It's easier to talk one on one with out people listeing to me.
If you want to email me
my email is
rukia_1134@yahoo.com

you need help.. real help. if your afraid, talk to a friend or sumone you trust first, they'll support and encourage you to do whats best. I know its scary, but you cant just put EVERYHING on EVERYONE ELSE and hope that they'll make it all better cuz truth is they cant. you need to see a counsellor or doctor, its scary but it will change your life.

best of luck