Any Sugestions?

I want to know if anyone has any suggestions as to what i should do. I am getting really depressed again, mainly because of friendship problems and I don't want to do anything stupid, but every morning I curse the fact the sun rose and I am alive.

Its probably my own fault, but I've lost every single close friend I've ever had and now I'm at the point where I have no one left, just sort of friends. I don't know if I want to tell any of my friends because they'll get all weird again and start talking about it again so that everyone knows or just be uncomfortable and I have no family that I can talk to and no where to go or any way I can figure how to sort this out.

Start by thinking positive. Everytime a negative thought rushes in overcome it with a positive thought. You could even make a game of it! try it, it works. Also what you name you become (I think therefore, I am) Call yourself 'broken misery' you have to think like broken misery! Do I make sense? I hope so. Take care.

Turn to the God of your understanding and you will find relief in your belief, Love is the peace that passes all understanding There is Hope

Thanks guys, I'll keep them in mind :)