im so confussed i dont know what to feel ... plz help!

i agree with bob and to tell you the truth, thats really all the advice that you need. love will happen when its ready to happen...you cant force it

Well he sounds like he really cares about you. I would definatly go see him next weekend. It doesn't sound like he ditched you for personal reasons, sounds like his legs really hurt. I say ya if it feels right to you, go.

"im so confussed...."

I'm confused as well because your profile indicates that you are a 16-year-old MALE... (??)