I don't know what to do...

I never post in this part of the forum, but right now I have no one to turn to at all. I almost cry in school everyday because people talk about what happened. Long story short, I got caught and arrested with marijuana in school. My friend (whom I had a crush on) sold it to me, and the deans pressured and threatened me to have me tell them who I got it from. I was so afraid... and the dean started to count to 5 and said he would have me thrown in Juvy! So I told! :(:(:( And I told them he sold it to me...I didn't know the rules at the time. I didn't know selling gets you EXPELLED! I only got suspended out of school, and my friend got expelled. He was in my spanish class, and now when I go there, I never say one word at all. I sometimes cry to myself but no one ever notices because I put my hair in my face. He also used to sit next to me. He was one of those guys in class that makes you happy and smile... makes you all excited to go to that class everyday. But now he can't come back because of me. I know this isn't such a big deal to kill or hurt yourself over... but I don't want to walk around with that guilt in school and people spreading rumours about me! I'll never see him anymore. And he is so mad at me. :( I don't know what to do anymore...

hey i know how you feel i had something like that happened to me. kinda. but you know just talk to him thats all you can really do i mean..i dont know what to tell you. but i really hope things get better! ((really, i do))

love alwayz, Lashae

you should talk to your "crush" friend and say you didnt know he was going to get expelled tell him that if you didnt tell you'd get thrown into juvy he should understand

Hey hun... Just apologize to him. Do something cute, and something that will really show you are sorry. I saw this somewhere... on some movie... can't remember which one... but a girl had a pizza guy deliver a pizza to this one kid's house and it said sorry on it with m&m's. Its not that big of a deal, but it would help alot. (And if any of you remember which movie thats from, tell me, cause its starting to bug me now lol) but I'm really sorry that you are going through all this. Things will get better, though. Just keep your chin up and apologize and I swear that things will turn out okay. Good luck hun!