A little help please

I am going out with this guy Matthew, And I Really like him, but i have known this Boy William for three years and I have stronger feelings for him then anyone I have ever known, but Matty has a problem with commitment (although he told his cousin Ean that he'd never break up with me i'm not sure I beleive that) and Billy is in love with Gina who lives in Conneticut, They have almost no chance cause of her age(she's 14) but I dont know...uggg...yeah

yes please i think you need a little more indepth

I think i am in love with them both

well thats the problem ( obviously you've realized that lol) but in my opiuon you have to take time for yourself, because honestly...you do love one more than the other ( if that makes any sense at all) you just have to figure out which one. which one do you want to be with more, which one makes you happier to talk to, which one makes you smile bigger...you know simple questions you can ask yourself..believe me your heart will know the right answer