Past Sneaking Up On Me

Heya people, needing more advice. My boyfriend always told he he'd never dump me..and i was reluctant to believe him cos my ex had said that and well he obv did dump me cos hes my ex lol. Anyways, so i did believe my boyfriend when he said it & he dumped me last week. I was in such shock i was crying and felt so confused. A few hours later he said he had made a mistake and regretted what he said. I took him back but i'm still hurting about what happened. I've told him some of this (after about a week of pretending im fine) so im hoping that we'll be ok, but i'm so scared of getting hurt again :( I can't hug him properly..i try to...but i just get so scared he'l finish with me :( is this me being silly?

I would talk to him about it, but i haven't seen him properly since it happened...everytime iv seen him hes with his friends and im not gonna mention it in front of his friends. I love him so much and i can honestly say i dont want to lose him :(

Huh?? i do love him though :S and i mentioned it in my second post thank you very much

and besides isn't it pretty obvious from my first post that im head over heels just afraid of getting hurt? sorry but don't say i don't love him because i do.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH MORE THAN HE'L EVERY KNOW...I LOVE HIM MORE THAN YOU'L EVER KNOW!!!

My boyfriend is 16 years old we have been together for nearly 2 years

we are together again...we got back together a day after...and i do trust him im just scared..i haven't had the most plesant past's. I'll talk to him about it then. But thanks, you have been helpful, making me see i do love my boyfriend when you thought i didn't...that has proved to me i love him more than i thought.

ok if you really love him that much when you see tell him you have to talk to him alone and talk to him then but im only 12 what do i know

ok maybe i deserved that comment.