what is wrong with me??

so .. ok.. im very new to this!! ahh.. *scared face*

ok but im defently in love with my ex boyfriend still and he says he loves me too.. which i LOVE hearing everynight on the phone*smiles big* but he always finds ways to say things that bring me down into a very depressed mood.. then he says.. "aww i hate when your depressed" ahh.. what do you do!! .. oh yeah.. did i mention i told him i wanted him back.. and he just says.. NOTHING.. and goes on with a new topic and or leaves off the phone.. i dont know what to do.. i dont want to give up

I LOVE HIM.. hes what i want.. and he KNOWS! it.. but of course.. this time he doesnt want a g/f which i understand.. but its almost like hes leading me on with the whole.. oh baby i love you blah blah blah stuff.. it makes me so mad and gets me so confused.. i have other guys that like me .. but i love him.. not the other guys.. i have given other guys chances and i always seem to fall even harder for my ex i have no idea what to do.. my other friends cant help.. they never had b/f's and they are in worse stuff then i am with boys.. but someone please help.. im so confussed.. :/

Hun, I've gone through the same thing that your going through right now. My current boyfriend pretty much did the same thing to me for about 3 months. But you just have to let him make up his mind about whether or not he loves you, There is hope that everything will be better because me and my guy have almost been together for a year. :) Just wait it out sweetie I know its hard trust me I do but when he makes up his mind everything will get better.