It may drive me crazy ive been having way bad crying spells

me and my baby have been together 3 months and i love him more then ever ive never been able to trust anyone or felt so comfortable with anyone and all he does is love me and support me and he tells me im beautiful. Hes a man and knows how to treat a lady. i know without a dout i love him and i know he loves me. but im scared out of my mind that he wont want me to be with me forever , weve already talked about being together forever and ive meessed up sooo much but he always seems to seee what more impotant our relationship or a mistake i made that we can work through. Im scared though i shake and haveway bad anxiety attcks what do i do. :'(

i know this wont make you feel much better but you shouldnt worry about the future cause if you are all nervous and scared and not open not yourself now he might not want to be with you but if you will calm down and enjoy it while you can things will take care of itself and everything will turn out right

Well I agree with sophia. You can't predict the future! When you say messed up do you mean cheated or called his dog dumb? different degrees of messing up can be over looked and some can not, depending on the person/people involved

just my two cents

and don't worry about what you can not control.

thanks everyone.....i messed up by doing drugs me and him are both addicts and are in recovery he has been clean for half a year ive been clean half a week, i guess i am freaking out alot, he penetrated my sheild also, something i thought would never happen after my last relationship but you guys helped alot your right i cant predict the future but i can make it better but just being happy right now. we are best friends and lovers ive never had anyone like him.....thank you