cynthia
19 years ago
no your right well iam sad just to tell you that today was the day that i let go one of my best homeboys who i really love and would do anything for him just to tell you i loved him more than just friends he was always their for me when ever i had a problem i loved him so much and most of my poems that i wrote are for him like why friends and that poem is helping me threw this i cried so many times over him and we were only friends i told him how i felt and he said i was tripping so then i got the idea he did not care so than i told him that goodbye and i am never going to talk to him i put that on my life because he hurt me so much bad and i dont want this to be happening so then he said iam going to do the favor this is a goodbye right then at that moment this got to me i just started crying i cant bealive i let him go he was so close in my life i love him and it was so hard to let him go but i guess thats how life goes you lose the ones who you really love like i said in one of my poems.one thing i have learned maybe it is for the best me letting go because he did not have the same feelings for me and never is so its better if i move on and i find me somebody who loves me the way love should be and true love wont ever leave you thats if you do have the right person beside you love is so wonderful but right now i feel bad but GOD this to me to get stronger and for a very good reason and i thank him for that.if your at the point in which you wnat to say goodbye to your love one just anwer this question |
cynthia
19 years ago
your welcome and yes hopefully i find somebody who trully loves me but until this day is has been this couple of days i always think baout him thoughts come up about him and me but yes it hurts letting go but i think is for the best well your welcome and thank you for what you said and if you would like to chat or just write something to me for any reason feel free to send me an email ok |