Beautifully Mistaken..

No One Knows How I Feel, No One Notices My Pain, Because I Do Everything I Can To Hide It, Not Once Have I Given In, And Forgot To Laugh And Smile, But As Each Day Passes By, It Gets Harder And Harder Keeping Up This Act Trying To Be This Person That I Wish To Be, It Sometimes Gets To The Point Where I Just Want To Scream And Cry Outloud And Let The World See My Pain .. Do You?

Because Unlike You I Dont Want The World To See Me As Weak I Dont Want My Friends To Have My Unhappiness On Their Shoulders

Hey, a lot of people feel the same way you do. I'm one of them. She's right... it's not good to bottle things up. Everything will add on, one on top of the other, and in the end it'll be so much that you won't be able to handle it. I've made that mistake before. Just talk to whoever you can, but choose wisely because a lot of people just won't listen and are stupid and will turn away. But don't let that get to you... there are soooo many people that share the same feelings you have. I know there are a lot of people on this site that feel the same way, and a lot of them will listen to what you have to say... I'm an example. Just don't be afraid to let it all out sometimes. It can make you feel a lot better. Anyways, I hope I helped. If you ever need anyone to spill out all your emotions to, I'm here for you. Just private message me and we'll work something out... take care.

~ Tina

been there

done that

eventually you WILL learn

that sometimes it is okay to be real

and that if no one is aware of your problem

noone can help you fix them

sometimes it is okay to cry

Like the people above said it IS human to cry! Sometimes you need to let your emotions out by crying.

TAke it easy
Luv Shell-xOx

I find that for me the best way to let out emotion is to go into your room or somewhere private and imagine you are talking to someone who has let you down or you hate, and just talk. say exactly what you wish you could say to their face and this helps me .x.

yeah ^ good strategy. Personally, I find writing letters easier though, address them to the person you hate, or who hurt you, or even to someone you love but don't want to burden and just write all that is in your heart. Sometimes it can be great stress relief to write a list of things people have done to hurt you and them burn them or burry them.
I have spent 6 years bottling things up, and you just have to find the right way to let the out in the end. Hope that you find the right way for you.
Good Luck.
*VioletRaven*

I do. I guess I just don't trust anyone to completly open up to them. I'm afraid to let them know and then getting hurt, I'm afraid of hitting them with all my proablems and making their life harder, I'm afraid they wount konw how to help. I'm slowly letting my friends see through my poetry. I still hide a lot of my poetry where all it is, is me complaining about how I'm not as innocient as people see, not as happy. My friend considers me innocient and her a little demon, she's a demon through her chouses, I'm innocient through my apearance. Blame my fear of damaging my future, myself now, and other people now and later.

I had my eyes closed last night, and a saw a sorrowfull girl, straight dull hair, black nail polish, dark clothes, and a light amount of dark make-up. She looked hopefull, unhappy, longing for some thing else. As I opened my eyes, I reckonised how much I liked this girl, and how much she resemebled how I felt. Strange how much different everything but her features, and fitzeek (sp) looked like mine :). I'm telling the truthe! I sware!

I do, and the one person i did tell everythin too said they were disgusted. Sooooo! I learnt it's best to keep you to yourself. Get a Blog (msnspace). Its a great vent and no one you know can know.