-SIGH-

I love it when he smiles, I love his gorgeous eyes, I love his laugh, I love his black sweater, I love his blonde hair, I love his gym clothes, I love his voice, I love his sense of humour, I love his stupidity, I love his smartness, I love how he smiles whenever he walks into the classroom & how he smiles in the halls, I love that smile, it can make me crumble gently, It always does...He's got me reading my horoscope all the time, he is so prefect but doesent realize it, When I hear the bell at the end of the day i dont wanna go home, it'd mean i wouldnt get to see his face or hear his voice, I miss how he doesent ever seem to miss me But why should he, I mean he doesen't know how I feel, I dont know how he feels....Two hearts..Who knows whats inside. WELL I know what's inside of mine but his is so confusing..:( I want to be able to lay on his shoulder and I wanna feel his heartbeat, just to see if it beats faster&slower at the same time, just for me..
I want to kiss him and hug him and be able to have him hold me, I want him to dry my eyes, I want him to talk to me...at least just a hello or a goodbye even as long as it is meant for me...Just me..
I Want him to listen to love songs & his first thought is always me, I want him to tell me how he feels inside if in fact he feels anything, I WANT TO BE HIS so bad, but I guess I want too much..I will keep wanting though, santa or a fairy might help me someday, who knows, I just know I love him...At least that's what my hearts telling me even though my head says you fool run now before its too late...my heart is saying "stay, he's worth it this time" my insticts say stay but sometimes they say run & i just dont know...
I should stop obsessing over him. If it were easy
I should stop loving him, I guess he'll never know how much i love him..BUT I am sorry for the times I turned away when you tried to get closer to me...I was just scared that you'd do something like that, I'm so sorry..
Everytime you've tried to impress me & i've walked away BABY, You have blown me away I was just too scared to stay, I was scared of what I'd find inside of me and inside of you, More of what I wouldn't ,..Scared of losing something I never had, I'm still scared.
I just want to be loved...By you. Hope you love me too..

Woah sorry just had to get it off my chest :(

grr my crush is confusing meh, Like he sits in my group in my class across from me but for some reason theres my desk a small space..his desk and I dont know why,& whenever i look his way he is like reading posters on wall or looking somewhere else....:( He is confusing meh grr,....

What are signs a boy likes you .. a shy one -sigh-

Aw that was a pretty poem...But what did it have to do with meh :P

I haven’t been very active on this site for a while but someone I know emailed me and told me to read this.

The opening paragraph of your post and most of the second one contain some awesomely beautiful and romantic, dreamlike thoughts. If I ever knew there was a girl saying or thinking things like that about me, I would run to her and take her in my arms.

At least that is what I would have done anytime before the hurricane arrived here. Sorry, I am not much good with advice but I also didn’t understand what it is that he’s doing to annoy or anger you.

^ Aww thanksss for that ;o But who'd email youu to read it I mean I just wrote it in like 1 minute it was in my head I guess..

Aww :) that's so cute, I'm sure there is a girl thinking tht about you too