R.I.P. JORDAN

I lost my best friend on the 28. he was a soldier in Iraq and he was killed. his brother said he was shot 4 times in the back and once in the head by one of the alchidah..or however you spell it. It's so hard to not have him here with me...but i haven't really cried. i mean i do ever night when i get home and i see pics of him evrywhere in my room..but i don't act said in front of people. like at school, i'm stil lthe same me and stuff....i don't know..does that make me weird in any way??

I'm sorry that you have to go through with this.
It's not easy at all.
But I think what you explained about your feelings is normal.
My little brother was in the hospital dying just a few months ago,
I would come home everyday from school and see pictures of him, and go in his room and just cry.
But at school, and when I was around my friends, I was perfectly fine.
It doesn't make you weird or abnormal.

Aww...I'm so sorry. But you have to know he's in a better place now. He's lucky he died, what if he had been shot and lived? He would have been in so much pain. But again I'm so sorry for you hunni. I know it's hard but I'll be here to talk if you need me. email me if you want stephanie_sweetie_28@hotmail.com

thank you. it is really hard..but i grieve alot more for his son who will never know his mom or dad...

it's okay. you don't know exactly how many have the same thoughts, the same pain. But there's people here that will listen. and all you need is someone to care- you will be alright.

~PM me if u need anything, im always here