loved one's life...

my boyfriend is at risk in losing his life.. again... he just haad lung surgery done less than a month ago x.x.... he's gotten in so many accidents in the past 6 months, almost died 3 times, now he might have brain cancer or tumor...

im really depressed about this and scared, but hes getting the report tonight... he wont even talk to me and im really scared, i've lost most of my optimism and i dunno wut to do...

i really want to talk to him but i don't want to make things worst or have him hurt more, but i also can't pretend that nothings happening... :/...
what should i do?

In this situation.. I don't know him nor you.
But I can tell you this, I needed someone and I had noone. Make it very clear to him that no matter what you will be there along the way.
More, you cannot do I am afraid. If he wants to talk, he will come to you.

It is not easy to bare such worry about those you love, and it is even harder to watch them push you away when you know they need you. I think he is scared too and if something happens, he doesn't want to regret loosing you, or leaving you. I know I have a good friend who is moving away (yes this is a different situation, but still,) he doesn't want to move at all and so he is pushing us all away so it won't hurt as much when he has to say goodbye. It is just sad because I want to have him be happy for as long as possible, so I think in that respect I can understand you b/c this friend who is moving away is now all depressed again (he has tried to kill himself in the past,) and I am so worried but he just pushes me away. The best thing both of us can do is make sure we are ready for when they are ready to talk and you just make sure your boyfriend knows how much you love him, no matter what happens, just make sure he knows that and he will come around. Don't force your help and support, just make sure he knows you are there for him whenever he decides that he needs you. Good luck baby! God Bless!

-Mikochan

umm I don't really know what to say about this but "I hope it all works out and it turns out the best" you have my support even though it's not much.sorry