i cnt believe he done this

ok, well i just hav ta get this off my chest.
Last night my family went out except my cousin
we were watching a movie nd he started doing shit, i told him to piss off but he wouldnt.
He grabbed a knife nd told me dat hed slit ma throat if i didnt listen ta him.
He made me giv him a bj nd he fingered me nd shit
Thank god, ma family came home b4 anything big coul;d happen. i feel so dirty now, i swear i didnt wanna du it but i feel somehow its my fault......i could of some how stopped him.....
Im scared now tho because my family always leave me alone with him and i cant tell them cause they wont believe me or theyll think i came on to him or something
i dont no wat 2 do :(
help me

If he threatened you with a knife and averything he did combined, well, this is rape. You phone your parents/and or tell your parents right now!!! You also contact the police and they will support you. Meanwhile stay away from your cousin.

Yes this is concidered rape if it was really forced like that. You have a right to keep you body private and to feel good about yourself. If you don't think you parents will believe you then go to a school conselor and tell her/him what happened and they will talk to your parents. None of this, I repeat NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT! You cousin was being a dirty son of a ***** and it is not your fault at all. Good luck baby!

i just feel so dirty. I mean how could i do that 2 my own family.................... i coulda stopped him, i could dun sumfing
I dont no wat 2 du

YOU NEED TO TELL!!!! omg, i can't believe your cousin did that to you! he raped you, ok, none of it is your fault. if you would have tried to stop him, he could have hurt you. please tell, he dosen't have a right to do that! stay strong
lisa

you can do something, but you should do it when hes not around or other people are around... you really need to talk to your parents and get help, so they know and maybe tell police or something and they can make him stay away from you?

thats is really bad you need to tell or it will get worse and it will kill you on the inside.