Parnoia

Hey, I really need some help, Its been over 6 monthes since "The Incident" as i like to call it. and Its bothering me, I have night terrors at least 3 times a night, if i even can sleep. I can't stay home alone, and if i have too, i freak out. I carry knives with me, and hold knives, I lock everydoor, when im in the room, I check the doors everynight at least 7 times. sometimes more, my mom has to tell me to go to bed, and make sure i dont check the door anymore, I dont know what to do, Im not getting any better, its been over 6 monthes, and im still not over this "incident" Any suggestions????? please help me

Naw, I can't even talk to my mom about what happened. everytime i think about the "incident" i get sick to my stomache

It's Paranoia...

Do you have like any really close friends? I've found there are things you can't tell a new face thats a professional therapist, but you can tell your best friend anything.

ALWAYS here if you need to talk.

The_flying_pizza@hotmail.co.uk

Luv Scarlet xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I've only talked to a few friends, and I cant talk to my b/f it makes him uncomfortable. Like i seem like i take one step forward, and then im out of my comfort zone and then i take two steps back, like when i told my b/f i couldn't even have him touch me, i had to leave the room, and have him come back and talk to me in a couple days, i could reply to his texts, or his calls, and i felt bad, I hate feeling like im making it sound like he cant help me. and i know hes trying too. As for my best friend the same thing happened to her, so its kinda difficult for both of us to talk about, and it gets depressing and neirther of us like talking about it, so before you know it we are on a different subject.