complete insanity...

my bf has completely lost all his sanity and logic tonight... he's tried to suicide twice in 12 hours... he jusr broke up with me and told me to froget him, thinking that will make things hurt less, but it wont...
normally he is really smart and strong and understanding... and i'm the retarded and weak one... now he's basically suicidal, i'm hanging on to my last bit of insanity...
(refer to 'urgent: bf tried to suicide'?)

anyways.. its getting too extreme, especially him... i'm worried about him and he almost pushed me off the edge of suicide too last night... i'm really scared that he will die and miss out on the rest of his great life...
i'm not scared of death though.. if he chooses to commit suicide, i will most likely follow him too

Tell someone! His parents, siblings - anyone!

its 3 am, he cant tell his parents, only child, i emailed his best friends since i cant reach them immediately.. but if he did suicide he'd be dead by now...

Hey girl, Hang in there and be strong. I know that you love him but please don't give up this life. They would let you know if he had, just hang in there until you know for sure.
All my wishes are with you.
*VioletRaven*

don't kill yourself if he does too. that won't solve anything. you need to tell somebody about what he's doing. if he's that serious about suicide, he needs some help. maybe he can get therapy? i don't know, just don't kill yourself, okay?
stay strong,
**lisa**

Hmm, sounds like a good case of ah, I can make up an excuse for anything you say because this isn't real.

Yeah that's what I began to think ..

whether you believe or not is your choice, i'm not asking you to believe, if you don't then don't say anything...

diffrent things happen to different people, maybe you just haven't ran into a problem like this yet... it kinda pisses me off that some people are like this.. but oh well... everyone's different...

have you ever tried hanging on to that last bit of sanity.. and everything else begins to sink... i just hope he's ok.. thats all... you could say we're not really average teenagers?? he's got so much pressure on him all his life...

ah well.. haven't heard from him... still paranoid.. dun even know if hes dead or alive...

and really... if i just wanted attention... would i really make up all this? put it this way... if it was you in my place, your boyfriend or girlfriend tried to suicide... how would you feel??

anyways... don't even bother answering that question... i'm just saying... its something to think about for everyone.. in any case... try to apply the situation to yourself..

wish my boyfriend had enough sanity and logic left to do that... x.x

(very pissed off)

I don't think you're an idiot, and you definitely should not kill yourself ok?
But she has a point, it has gotten out of your control and someone needs to know, someone with more influence than his best friends.
Stay Strong
*VioletRaven*