New Contest

Grant Me This Wish

Just one simple wish,
The wish for loves eternal bliss.
For my lonely soul to be complete,
When you fill in that missing piece.

To burn the flame of true love's fire
To fullfill,discretely, inner most desires.
To make unbroken the scars of my heart,
When with just your name, you leave your mark.

Bring back my reason to out live the moon
Grant me the wish that you'll be with me soon.
To fix the shattered shell I am,
To heal with love as best you can.

Turn to reality, the dream that I see.
Where I'm with you, and your with me.
The day you plant your lips for a kiss.
You will grant this one simple wish.

Sad to say but sadly true

Every morning i wake up and notice more and more
how hope and strength is shed so thin.
i hear the echos of dark laughter
in my mind within.

i pray in the morning
that my family, friends, and myself be safe,
but we all live in a crazy world
and lucky 2nd chances we can hardly take.

because this world is full of lies
and people who deceive.
nobody can trust anybody...
i cant even trust me.

sad to say but sadly true. its hard to believe in life,
i cant even bring myself to make my dreams come true.

Good luck to all!

Fantasy Angel

The dark has fallen,
As i lay amongst the stars.
Reminiscing this life,
Across the ocean afar.

Then came a silhouette,
Dancing towards me.
With such adoring grace,
I couldn't help but see.

Moving her body,
To the mastered beat.
An angel so flawless,
Holds perfection complete.

Her eyes so exquisite,
Filled with innocence and bliss.
Igniting my senses,
For such beauty I cannot miss.

Her resplendent silky hair,
Tracing along my cheek.
Yearning for her gentle touch,
My heart rapidly beats.

Her laughter so sweet,
Engraving a passionate smile.
For a gentle buss,
I'd go through any miles.

My hands reach out,
As they try to hold her.
But so swiftly she moves,
Teasing my attempts mere.

Then the first rays of aurora,
Shinning against the poudrin land.
As my angel stopped dancing,
And slowly let out her hand.

I kissed it,
For the worst i feared.
She began to move back,
As i saw crystal tears.

Slowly my angel,
Rose up and ceased.
The beautiful innocence,
I knew i would miss.

But do not shed tears,
For this you should deem.
Again we will soon meet,
In my fantasy dream.

Heartbreak-the hardest thing you'll ever feel

You know how hard something can be
If it's screwed up?
Imagine being with the person of your dreams
The lover of your life

And then to love them, hug them, tell them everything
Be madly infatuated, not having to speak
Making your final decision-to always be with them

Giving up everything for them; trying to be free
Considering them yours, for eternity
Planning out your lives, dreaming of your future children
Giving them names, knowing it will be heaven

Amazingly like paradise it seems, it feels
And when you go to sleep, it's heaven
To know someone loves you; will always be there for you
And imagine

One day the world just comes crashing down
This lived-up fairytale has become ruin
And those words of love, they fade away
Even though you ~knew~ you loved them

Heartbreak after an intense desire
One love that used to light your heart on fire
God, it hurts, it really hurts
To know they'll never be by your side

Heartbreak-it can make you cry

I look deep inside and hate what I find,
I despise this mask that I hide behind.
Afraid to show how I really feel,
The reaction from them would be unreal.
So I wait until I have time alone,
Realize over five years that I have not grown.
The only thing that seems to be altered,
Is that another thing has caused me to falter.
I will admit that I cut, take pills, and do not eat,
I even hate the sound of my own heartbeat.
I think of myself at seven years old,
And wish I would not have turned so cold.
I look in the mirror and I hate my face,
I think of the things that time should erase.
But they are still there, always in my head,
They haunt my dreams when I go to bed.
They are in my reality each and every day,
They make it so I will never be ok.
I am not emo, just emotional,
Who the hell are you to be so judgemental?
You do not feel what I feel; you do not understand,
The things I have done with my own right hand.
All that I want is for someone to care,
To try and wake me from this nightmare.
So I guess I will have to learn to deal,
My broken heart I will have to heal.
I will pretend I am ok; I can do it with ease,
I will hide it from all the people I have to please.
They have no idea, so I guess I am good,
I do and say all the things that I should.
So as long as you like what you see,
It really does not matter if I like me.

A Poem for a Girl
by Sarah Drew

Sent to the hospital
Because of those idiots
Who drove through the light
And hit her car
Now she lays in a hospital bed
In a coma slowly drifting away
Into the eternal sleep that awaits her
With internal bleeding
She is now dying
Only because some jerks
Were in a hurry to get somewhere
Now they face charges
While she faces death
How could this be far
They pay some money
Go to jail for a few days maybe
And she lies six feet under
How dare they take such a beautiful life

Cranium Exterminatus

Start the journey ended here,
Born of ashen dreams of fear,
Take the crook and staff of old,
I will watch as things unfold

As you pass these crimson gates,
Your path is known only by Fates

Now that you've started,
You cannot stop,
Climbing, climbing till the top

You come across a twisted being,
Then you realise what your seeing,
Is in-fact my mind in wane,
Cry for the creature you have slain

Delving further through the red,
You find the things I have not said,
Heart breaking as you hear them,
And now you know why I have feared them

Running now from all the pain,
Still trying to be sane,
You know that you will soon be dead,
So why'd you go inside my head?

Forget me

Wake up and breathe,
You should be happy now, you're rid of me!
Smile and live again,
For you bare nothing, I hold the shame!

Laugh and flirt,
For she will never know of all the ones you've hurt!
Live and take her out,
For she has no reason, your honesty to doubt....

Forget me,
For you couldn't see,
See, all the damage carved into my heart,
For I am the victim of the love YOU tore apart!

Carry on with your life,
For this is not your battle, it's my strife.
Go out and make new friends,
For your life is not the life that will end!

Place her on a pedastel, Hold her high,
For she is not the girl you caused to cry!
Catch her when she falls for you,
For surely that is what you want her to do!

Forget me, I don't exist,
Like the blood that pumps from your heart to your wrists....
Forget me, I am nothing at all,
For I am shattered.... You never caught my fall!!!

October wind
by Just-take-my-heart-i-want-you-to-have-it

The October wind blows by
your voice was in it
your presence was felt

now there isn't a day that goes by
that i don't sit and cry
could you come back, just this once

is love just a word
or does it have meaning
what does it mean to you

i thought love was a bond
something that could never end
with time that thought was changed

now love is hate
could it ever be the same
i think not

you said you loved me, once
but like this feeling
it came to an end

*i hope you enjoyed it*

happy new year everyone

.......

broken

your words slice through me
sharp as a knife
my blissful happiness is gone
because of this strife
each day is the same
you break me, then put me back together
i'll go in my room to hide
when i come out, you act like you don't remember
you don't see how hurt i am
even though it's so clear
and no matter how many times i cry
you don't see a single tear
you don't understand how much pain you cause me
you'll never understand my sorrow
you don't know how many times i pray
that it'll be better tomorrow
but it'll never be better
for when i think there's finally peace
it's all torn away
it comes to a cease
i end up broken
just like before
all the suffering i've gone through
i'll go through once more
i wish you'd stop this yelling
it makes me feel like such a failure
you don't realize what you're doing
my life is becoming my nightmare
my memories are haunting me
i'm restless every night
i cannot fall asleep
all i can do is cry
the next day you come up to me
you put me together again
then you say you're sorry
and you think you've been forgiven
but there's something different now
something is not right
for a piece of me is missing
one that's beyond your sight
i feel like all my true happiness is gone
i'm in this deep depression
but nobody will ever know this
for i'm lying and pretending
i'll never show how i really feel
unless you're someone i trust
you'll never see a single tear shed
in public my pain turns to dust
but no matter what i lead you to believe
inside i am crying silently
for i know if things keep going this way
my nightmare will become my reality