well what am i waiting for?

i wan to commit suicide but everyones telling me not to i wan to so bad. i was at a funeral the other day and i tried to imagine if it was mine but it just wouldnt work.
SHOULD I / SHOULDNT I?
pplease help

ok..Suicide..it's not even fun to say...why would you do that to yourself..cause of some test that was thrown at you..there's always better ways to solve things..suicide is an easy way out..yeah..but you were givin this life for a reason...and i don't think it's to throw it away..but killing yourself..i've been down that road..and it feels so much better to be off of it..i've seen alot of death in my days. and i don't wanna be the one in the casket..not by my hand...i hope that you decide not too..hit me back...keep your head up..peace

u really do not want to do that. what is ur favorite thing in life. thing about how much u will miss that. i dont want to tell u what to do or how u think but i do know how u feel to want to die. those people telling u not to kill urself, think of how they will feel. they care about u. ur special to them. u dont really know how many peoples lives u effect. do u have a best friend? think about what u mean to her or him. my friend tried to kill herself and almost succeded and that made me attempt it. what would she do if u killed urself. or think about it this way, if she killed herself, what would u do. sorry if i offend just trying to help and hope that u with think this over and stay here. life gets better. i dont know how old u are or what ur life is life but believe me life will get better. my best friend told me this and i want u to know the same thing, "everything will be better in the end, if its not better, its not the end. u will make it through b/c u are not weak." i thought differently but she was right in my case. hope she's right in yours too.

Well, this is one thing I hope you don't take too offensively. But I Hate people who want to die. Alot of my family is sick and dying, and my baby nephew died a year ago, without the chance to see his first year. I have reason to believe I am sick... And Believe me if I could live until I was 100, I would! I don't know why you want to throw away your life. You Are Very Lucky To Have It! Life might seem hard to deal with,and maybe you don't feel like there's reason to keep it. But your existance is reason enough, life is a gift not a burden. And you may not know it, but you make a difference in people's lives, once you're gone you could be changing many people's lives - and none of them for the better.

ive got a disease so i have to take pills everyday, my best friend has just died. my parents hate me, no one really gives a fck about me! now i ahve it out there you can all hate me.

yeah, losing your friend and feeling like burden sucks a$$. believe me, I know you probably won't believe me, but I know what that feels like. and I can understand why you'd think suicide would be an option. well, I can't really discourage you, but maybe you'll find something worth living for again. the only thing that kept me for commiting suicide then was the absolute fear of not existing, having no memory of my prior life. if that's death, that's no comfort to me. so I copped out and lived awhile instead, and you know what, things got better. even it is just for tomorrow, and the next day. it's a start. if you know who you are, exactly what you want and how to get it, it gets easier.

There Is No Such Thing As An Easy Way Out, If Suicide Were The Easy Way Out Of Life, Noone Would Be Alive xoxo-Nikki-xoxo

if you wanted to have done it.. you would have already

you want to kill yourself? do you realize how stupid that is..i don't mean to be rude...but honestly suicide is the most selfish act anyone could commite. im guessing through your eyes you believe that no one cares about you. truth be told they do, even if in " your world" they act like they don't. honestly alot of teens go through a stage where they hate life and want to end it...but trusst me all that pain and suffering isn't worth it. why would you want to throw away your most persious(sp?) gift?...the gift of life. don't end it just because it isn't going your way. no ones life is ment to be perfect, and we all ahve to go through challenges...some more than others. but truth be told its just test, to see how much faith we have that everything in the end will work out. and it does...but if you kill yourself you'll never realize that. don't let the worse of life get to you. everything turns out to a positive in some way..at least in my case. but see you obviosly have people who do care a great deal about you. when you told your friends what you wantde to do they said no...if you go through with this you'll be hurting them. however i have to ask.....how can life be so horrible when you have friends to turn to when your life has taken a turn for the worse? now im no shrink...but what i have analyzed is, that your taking what you have for granted....and thats friends, people who care for you. realize that not everyone has that...and your lucky to be someone who does. do you know the saying " no person who has friends is a failure"? well its true...you're not a faliure if you have friends. but see i've taken a different approach..." you're not failure until you fail to try"....so if you go through this, then yes you will be a failure. are you a failure now? no in my eyes you're not, you're just a girl who can't handle the pressures of life. but life isn't all pressure...life is what you make it. don't let the small stuff ( ex: break ups, fights with friends, fights with parents, grades, school, etc) make you so miserble. if thats not the case. talk to someone, don't think that theres just one way out. i truely hope you don't go through with this. you'll be in my prayers. god bless you. and i wish you the best of luck through any challenge you may face.

-dominique

i have a friend and her baby brother just died. he was 6 days old. 12/21/2005-12/27/2005. look at how fragile life is. he never got a chance to really live or do anything great but u do. u have a chance. u can make things better. u think nobody cares about u, u have ur life full of memories and everybody in them. those people REALLY REALLY do care. this child lived for 6 days and he family is torn and crying so much because of those 6 days. things will get better in the end. i totally agree to everything that Dominique said. that was deep and true.

... the poor childs funeral is today. R.I.P. little buddy...