i live in hell

I hate my mom too, she's always a bitch to me.

I hate my mom too, she choked me and then told the neighbors she did it because i hit her (she did it because i dropped something). Ihavent talked to my brother in months (no one has). My dad is around, but... not (?) (he's in the garage). One sister is dead and the other is always trying to blame my troubles on the devil and making fun of me and beating on me (like sisters beat on eachother its just less fair cuz i dont fight back and she pops my toes)

At times i really hate my mum, because i'm the middle child and i always get into trouble for everything my older and younger sisters do... and my older sister.. i consider her my best mate in the entire world, but even then she treats me like dirt and beats me up all the time. My little sister couldn't give a flying f*ck what went on in my life, as long as it didn't incovenience her. My dad doesn't live with us. I spend most of my time in my room away from my family, but in like a week i have to go away with them for a month, and they hate me.

you know... sometimes i dont understand my parents... i dont understand anyone. but everyone is messed up. you arent the only person in this world. neither am i. we all have a part. to the author of this topic, you need to find yourself. do things for yourself. go out for yourself. buy things for yourself. write for yourself. think for yourself. if they wont do it, you must. find a good guy, get with him. but find a GOOD guy. if you have probs with men in your family, that means you may be more inclined to get with a jackass. dont look for comfort in a guy, just get a guy and share things with him. my mom is a bitch at times, my dad used to beat me, my sister is a druggy. you know what though... im me, and i do what i need to for myself. no more worring about them.

I feel what you are saying (oddball).
Anyway, my parents get on my nerves a lot. they just dont get me and they dont appreciate me at all. not much. My bro is stuck in his own little world. we dont talk much. my sis dont live with me no more. she far from me and thats it. shyt sux

ya i know how it feels to wanna move out. i do to my mother beats me sometimes then makes it a joke my father couldent care less about me and 1 of my brothers thinks im depressed for attiontion and the other 1 raped me so we dident talk for a wile and now hes in collage so i never get to see him and he was honestly the 1 in my family i liked the most but i cant move out so i just stay in my room all day online but i do realy hope things get better for u soon enough u can move out and be free from family crap