How Do I Get Out Of This Dream??

Have you ever been so depressed you don't want to do anything.....
absolutely nothing!
-don't feel like writing poetry
-aren't even motivated to cut
-can't sleep
-don't want to see friends or go out
-can't focuse on important things at all

This is how I feel right now...
Numb and like ice I don't do anything just sit and drift away into useless thought.

Anyone have any sugesstions on how to stop this all
I don't want to do anything anymore even the things I have once loved so much like drawing poetry and sports

I think the word 'numb' was the best word you could have used to describe that feeling... Truthfully, before I met my bf I was numb all the time. Exactly like that. Walked around like I wasn't even existing... I don't exactly know how he came to 'fix' me, so I can't help you. But I can say that it does pass. It might take a long time - but there are certain things that are worth waiting for. I really hope there's someone who can help you more than I am, but I wanted to let you know that you aren't alone - there are others.

take a nap. i do that all the time. sometimes that happens where you just dont want to do anything.
dont worry. it's just boredom :)

try to listen to some music and rest.

yeah I know the feeling. I was like that all summer after I was torn away from my boyfriend. I was nothing, no one, I couldn't feel anything. It was worse than being dead because my body was still living while everything else inside was gone. I am sorry that I can't help you, the ways I dealt with it were not good. But like someone else said, force yourself to be with people and do things. Make yourself go to parties or out with friends and see if it can rub off on you.

-Tainted Mikochan

I really don't have to many good friends and the ones I do have I'm not allowed to hang with

You don't have friends!? OMG! I'm so sorry! That sucks...

...I always curl up in a corner somewhere and wait to die when I think I have nobody too...

...but someone always finds me...

I hope someone finds you too! ;)

it's weird though I have a few good friends but they say to me not to hang out with them when I'm depressed because I'm no fun.

Well I guess you can try to make a few new ones and I know that is freakishly hard, I have had to do that for the past three school years now because people offically suck. I don't know what you think about this, but I tried this and it worked. Go to your guidance counselor at school and ask about support groups in your school for difficult problems like the ones you are facing. There weren't any, but my guidance counselor put me in touch with some really great people who have issues like I do or those who have survived to say so. Just a thought that these people might be able to help you through the school day, they are there with you and it rocks. I can make friends pretty easily now, meaning over time I have gotten good at it, but not everyone is, so making new friends isn't always easy. I wish I could be in your school with you and be your friend. On line is okay, but it only goes so far sometime. Hang on baby, life won't down spiral forever, that I can promise you.

-Tainted Mikochan

Do you hang out with depressed people. As much as they are your friends its more depressing to hang out with them. Hang out with people that like to go wild and have fun, and that actually smile. Trust me I use to be the same way, I hang out with my best friend, and I seem to make her alot happier, and I have a b/f that doesnt deal with my depression, he has a way of making me smile, go out with friends, that fit your personality type. Like im really energenic and hyper when im happy, so then i get people are the same way, and we have a blast, hang out with your friends force yourself too. Trust me after you become your normal self again you will feel great