2006.. Hows It Treating Yoo All?

Ecer started a new year hoping it will bebetter than the last... well that was my outlook for this year and so far..

Ive...had a major falling out with a good mate cos of something stupid and him being patheticly immature

Failed an exam

Messed up badly in a drama performance

Found out mah nana is ill and might possibly have cancer

Fallen behind on soo much work for A levals

Been ignored by mah dad

Had a wholle year of not cutting destroyed beacuse i have no will power no more

and numerous other things....

How is it that even with a posative outlook the year has started worse and will probably continue to be worse than 2005!

Hows the year so far for yoo all?

Love Kate x~X~x

well mine is wondeful but at the same time horrible im with the man i love and forever will be but, our relationship is getting harder and harder and hopefully it just a pahse but you know those little highschool rumors well ive been hearing that my man is cheating on me and stuff its been a big mess my friend turned against me because i got mad at the girl who was spreading them (we have a long distance relationship so i dont go to the same school as him) but my friend is mad and has been calling me a loose whore and i just have been feeling crappy

I look at 2006 as o.k. time to start over new but then from the beginning it went down hill

mine is going both ways. good, in the sence that sertain parts of dchool are going great. sucks cause I broke up with my gf. that reeaaaaaly sucks big time

GOOD

Ummm.... well for me its going...okay i guess. Not great all the time but not the worst either.

Lets see so far:...(The Bad)

A family (aunt) member died,

Another one of my aunts is getting really sick, she can't eat anythin cuz some nerve in her mouth got pinched and she can't even open it much. (Hope you get better soon aunti)

Dad's never home anymore, dunno where he goes off to. Leaves one day then I don't see him for like the next 2 days O_o but i like it though, less yelling this way.

Mom's going into a depression thinking she's gonna die

Failing math =(

I think i'm getting anorxic, and i've been throwing up lately after i eat. But its only if i eat to much.

and etc....but don't wanna type more.

*THE GOOD*

My friends and me, are starting to get along better again.

My sixteenth birthday is coming up!!

I like this new guy and he's actually really nice

Helped a friend out with a big problem

Passin all my other courses (except math NIAAA)

Found my watch!! after i lost it lol!

Wrote alot of new poems!....just gotta not be lazy and post em up lol!

AND ETC ETC......

Yup well this is my 2006 so far! =D

~Luvz~
~Chica~

Everything's still going a bit wrong but I plan to find the means to make it better for myself... SO some good things that have happened this year:

I quit smoking and feel loads better for it, I have had no need for drugs (prescribed or non), I am going on holiday with the people I love in a weeks time, I am making a new start for myself in my career... I recognised my need for help, and I am trying to include the people I've been pushing away for so long. That's all I can think of right now.

I plan on making this a good year for myself, even though it doesn't necessarily look too hopeful right now. So despite appearances I am going to say that it's been positive so far, as I have found the determination that I needed :) I realise this post may have only made sense to me lol, I wish you all well for 2006 x

the same as always, litered with good and bad together and me just trying to live through it all. I guess my withdrawl from cutting is getting worse which is not fun, stupid everything, but haven't slipped yet, go me. My ex got dumped by his gf and i don't know if I feel sorry for him or if I laugh b/c be is a jerk. Weird I know.

-me