so much confusion

i love my man and all day i just told him how muchi love him and i just felt so much love but i miss him so much then when i call him he is with his friends and for some reason im upset and angry and if he called me i wouldnt want to talk to him and i dont know what makes me feel this way i dont even know what im asking help for im so confused i dont want to feel this way

hmmm this is a tough one... the only thing i can guess is that jealousy is what you feel... hes with his friends and you feel a little like second string... thats how if felt.. i probably had the same problem you do right now.. the only thing i can tell you is to talk to him about it... and try to not get as mad when hes hanging out with his friends.. your not being replaced or anything but he probley needs to just be with them sometiems.. you know what i mean? but just try to sort out things one at a time.. thats what i would do... and if you wanna talk about it or if this didnt help you enough my AIM is luvandbask3tbal ... good luck.. hope things get better and i hope this helped you...

sammie

thanks i didnt think anyone was going to be able to help me , its im not used to him hanging out he is finally getting some freedom he is in the court system and is on parole and im just not used to him hanging out with his friends im scare he is gonna do something stupid again like drugs and get locked up i dont want to feel this feeling anymore

i completely trust him, but i hate holding it in, doesnt it get worse if you just act like nothing is wrong and hold it in? I guess i will figure it out for myself oh and ive been told alot that he is cheating on me but i know its not true but the feeling of when i heard he was was off the rictor scale it hurt more then anything ive ever felt and im scared to feel that way if it ever does happen, so if he never texts me back or something i will say something like i guess your busy talking to a chick please dont let me get in the way