Completely Lost

ok i was in an open relationship with a guy...it was also a long distance relationship....i was with him for a month and a half and i had been talking to him for an extra month before we got together....over the 2 and a half months i was talking to him i fell in love with him...and he told me he loved me too....well we had a fight about 2 weeks ago cause he didn't want to lose me...and yeah...we talked about the future and what we were gonna do and we both knew that we probably wouldn't stay together but it was worth a shot, right?
About a week ago we got into another fight...only a few people knew that we were together...and he had gotten himself another girlfriend where he lived...he didn't like the fact that i saw other guys...i told him i didn't like him seeing other girls but it wasn't about to stop him...and it wasn't like they knew we were together...well he went back and told this girl that he was with me...and she didn't like it....she asked him to chose between me and her...he chose her...well that was all well and good....we were over i could see that much...well at least until the next day when he told me that he would always love me nothing would change that and that he was sorry if he broke my heart but i deserved better than him...and that we may be able to be together again in the future, but at least for now this was the end for us...
we had always said that no matter what we would stay friends even if we broke up...but i don't think either of us meant to fall as hard as we did...and so now it's just werid talking to each other....so it has been 4 days since we last talked and i miss him heaps...it's hard not having him to talk to...we had no secrets from each other...i'm completely confused as to how i feel....i don't where or who to turn to for help...

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umm one was the definison of long distance in your case? anyways my current bf I met on the net he dated another girl for a while because he wanted to forget me but anyways here is how it is they dated for a while but then he broke up with her and started dating me after a few months he decided not to go to Universety (he's 18) and after we had dated in 7 months he moved from England to Norway to live with me

well he lives in america and i live in australia...we talked about him moving here when he was finished with his training thing....

well....the girl he left me for.....she dumped him.....now he's trying to get back with me......but i don't know if i trust him not to hurt me again....