~My~man~

My man and I got into it on thursday, we had a fight! Well, I wanted to hang out with my friend on that day and it was a guy that I haven't seem for a while and I wanted to go get it, so I can get away from my son for ONE DAY, just to have fun with friends. Well, I told my man that I had plans to go hang out with this guy and my man asked to me who it was and I told him that it was a friend, when I ask him with he hangs out with, he says the same thing to me too. Well, he keeped on asking me who it was. I keeped on saying it was a friend and he knew who it was, but he didn't know I was going to hang with this guy. Well, he said that he didn't trust me at all because he thinks that I was going to cheat on him and I wasn't going to because I love my man with everything that I got, and I didn't want to have my relationship go down. We keeped on fighting about it andhe asked me if I trust him and I told him that I didn't because he comes home around 3 to 4am in the morning and doesn't call me when the hell he comes home and when I call him and ask him when his coming home and he said he doesn't know. well, anyways...I told him I trust the guy more then him, I told my man that so I can get him mad because I was so pissed off because I couldn't go anywhere at all, but he can go where ever he wants too, but I can't because I have to take care of my son and he never hepls with anything for me or the baby. He don't give my money for the baby so I can get my son something, but I can't. Oh yeah He hit me too andI have marks by him from hitting me!!

Was I wrong that I wanted to hang out with this guy?????

~Protection~Love~

I call his friend that I was going to go kick it with, and he told me that he didn't know where is was. And he told me that he was on the way to work and my man needed to be at work around 5:30 this morning and this guy told me that he didn't find him yet. Anyways...I try to call my man's cell and it was ringing, ringing, ringing and he never pick it up..So I said to myself foget it his never gonna pick it up! Later on this guy call me and told me that my man was at work already since last night at 11:00pm and my manwill be off of work at 2pm today and I'm waiting to see if he is really coming home. I love him with all ofmy heart and soul. I don't need to be cheated on or him being this way around my son. I just don't want to end this relationship because I been with him for 3yrs now! But if I have to then I will, but I willnever forget him because his son looks just like him too. No matter what happens I will always love him no matter what!!!!

~Protection~Love~

I grew up with guys in the family, I have 4 brothers, I really don't get along with any knid of girls, I never had a sister to talk to, I always talked to my best friend that is a girl. I have one girl that is a friend and mostly I have guys that are friends, just friends nothing else. I wouldn't of have cheating on my man, Only if I was single and thats all, but the other hand I wouldnt of did that to him. Because I love him with everything that I had. I don't know if I can love anyone else, like I did with my man...

~Protection~Love~