just looking for some1 to talk to.

yea so in about 2 weeks it will be the 1 year anniversary of my best friends death. and i miss him soo much. i feel like a huge chunck of me is missing and he was that huge chunck...idk y i posted this i guess i just wanted to tell sum1. well...idk

bye,
nikki

hey

sorry to hear about his death, nothing like that has ever happened to me.

if you ever want to talk add me

s_arz_brodie@hotmail.com

Hey Nicole.

Thursday will the 1 MONTH anniversary of my younger brothers death. He WAS my best friend and I miss him so much. It feels like he just died last week. It's hard to get over, but it's possible. I'm not over it but I know that I will one day. He was young, but he can't hurt ever again. If you want to talk, feel free to talk to me. I'll be more then happy to talk to you. I know how it feels. Trust me.

thnx u guys. ur rly nice. i remember that when my friend killed himself i just felt like i wanted to die. i had so many thoughts of killing myself...and still do. but when i have those thoughts i remember a song that came out a little while be4 his death its bye good charlotte

"Hold On"

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

i know its kinda retarded but i like to listen to that song when im having a bad day and im thinking of him.

~nikki

thats not stupid((i dont use the word retarted in a bad way)) i listen to that song when im sad or depresed..or about to do something stupid.. it tells me not to give up.. hope it gets better for you((two))

thnx cherry. i hope it gets better for us to.

~nikki

That was the song that really helped me turn myself around...I went and saw them in concert and they said that it was written for a good friend that committed suicide and it went out to all those people that have thought about it themselves, or lost someone they loved to suicide...I cried in the middle of the concert. Lol...but it was that song I listen to when I feel down and like nothing will ever be right again. Great song. Really great song.

yea it is a great song i luv it sooo much. sumtimes it dosnt help though. sumtimes i just feel like i wanna die...no matter wat. but its all good.

thnx,
~nikki