Maybe there is something wrong with me...

I've never told anyone 'bout this before, but when I thought about it, I got confuse & started to hates myself.

OK, this is the problem, I don't believe in LOVE, I know that love exist somewhere, but I don't think it will ever happen to me. I've always think that, how can U be with the same person for the rest of your life & don't get bored.

I have lot of boyfriends before, some are sweet, some are kind of annoying. But never serious 'bout any of them, & I think that is the reason I don't think relationship will lasted forever.

I've dating this guy right now, & he is just soooo sweet, I adored him. This one time I been harass by some punk while walking home, & he promised that he will walk me home from now on. & he also told me that if something happen to me, he will regret it forever & that Im the only girl he ever care so much about.

It sweet right, well I think it too, but Im still didn't have any other feelings for him. All my friends say that I am is just an heartless person. Then he confess his love to me yesterday, & I don't know what to say. I like him more than any of my other boyfriends, but still I don't know what love is, or what Im supposed to say to him.

I know that if he confess his love to other girls, they would go crazy with happiness. So is something wrong with me, I don't want to let him go, I want to be with him. But I don't have the special feelings for him.

I am so helpless, I don't think I will ever fall in love, cuz my feelings about love is just so empty. Can anyone tell me what to do, should I tell him that Im just too young to be in love? (Im turning 15 at the end of this month, & he is 17) ^_^

You're young your ideas and beliefs will change with time dont worry.

U think, but Im not really the romantic type.

Wow, I do believe I'm seeing a younger me. A little over a year ago, I didn't like the idea of romance nor did I believe in it. I thought I'd always be the loner of the world, and if someone came along, I'd lose them sooner or later. And then this person came along, he was only a friend at first. But over the past year, I've changed alot. For the better. I've learned and experienced, and I've fallen in love. I love love now, and I never want to lose this one. If I could spend the rest of three lifetimes with my bf now, I would be happier than I ever thought possible, and believe me I never ever thought I'd say that. You're young yet, and you'll see things later. Maybe it'll take someone to show you (as it did for me) and maybe you'll grow to see it yourself. But things will change. Don't hate yourself now, it's nothing wrong with you, don't worry. Take life as it comes, reach your dreams, and don't let a second pass by without you knowing. Best of luck with everything :)

First of all, the problem is that you are giving this way too much thought. You are 14 years old. Naturally, you don't know what love is. You're other friends claim to, but, they don't really know either, they have this mental image of what love is, that has been painted for them by society.
To me, you sound like the most normal person out there. Don't stress about it. It'll come, and when it does, you might not see it right away. It doesn't always hit you smack-dab in the face, like they say it will. But you'll realize it, and you'll be all the better for it.

Kalika

yeah, you are only 14. But i never believed in love until i met this guy 2 years ago, we have been split for ages now but i love him, I am 18 so there is a difference but love is out there somewhere for you, just believe it, and believe me i know that in time your feelings will change. You are so young at the moment, just live life to the full being happy
love Tara xxx