A hating love 2

One of the reasons my father was the way he was and still is, is bc of drugs. Heis a big user and therefore doesn't seem to care about anything else in the world. I always use to think that he would miss the way things use to be w/o drugs and miss the way he use to play wiht his kids, like in the movies, but there are not any of those smiley moments. Really the only thing that i can remember was when he was so coked up he would just laugh and hangout w me watching movies and talking all stupid.But it really sucked having a father that u have to hide all ur valuables from i loved him and i felt that he loved me but every time he started wanted drugs again he would turn into a monster. I miss him but i wonder since hes been on drugs since i been born does he even know who i am or have a reason to quit doing drugs????

wow, that is so sad. I wonder what would I do if my dad is doing drug. I think that he loved U, it just that the drug have been on his mind. I don't know if this makes any sense but I just hope that your dad quit doing drug soon & that he started to be himself again. ^_^

hey sherry i just wanted to say im sry and if you ever need to talk we can...im here for you

geeze im sorry. I haven't seen my dad in four years and he's addicted to porn. Not the greatest da but he still seems better than yours. hugs.