Im A Just Weird?

okay....me and my boyfriend have been together for about 3 months....and i love him alot...we were really good friends first....and, now...when ever our plans fall through...i feel like he hates me and that he doesnt WANT to spend time with me...even though i know in my heart that he loves me to death...but like today...our plans fell though cause we didnt have a ride...and i cried for two hours and i thought i was dumb....but i think my brain is over powering my heart...and i dont know how to stop it..
am i just weird?
AH help.....

lol i put the title on wrong...i ment am i just weird

it's not his or your fault your plans fall through, so don't think he hates you. i'm sure if he knew you thought that he'd be hurt...so...that means he cares..? i'm not sure i'm making sense...but don't blame yourself or feel...weird?
and you're not dumb...you love him :P
-lauren

hey your not weird i only get to see the person i love once a week maybe once every 2 weeks if you love eachother it will make you stronger! and when you do get to see eachother it will be more special coz you realise how much you have missed them!

no hunney ur just a little obsessed with him. and i mean that in the nicest way possible. if he loves u then that shouldnt matter. him not having a ride. i understand being dissapointed. but sloooow down...

COURTNEY are you insane? He loves you to death, he even tells me so in our IM chats.

And you two get to see each other so much that I don't even understand why that should be a problem. You two are a spoiled couple lol. Trying walking in me and tiffani's footsteps for once.

I guess I should tell you Tiffani is grounded now... Because of that detention we got for PDA. And now she can only go on the internet for 30 minutes a day to talk to me, no phone, and definitely no seeing me outside of school for who knows how long. And it was just for kissing. I don't know how long it'll last either.

And if you think our chances of seeing each other were low before...

*runs away and hides in the dark*

damn

i know! im weird...but i cant help it I KNWO THAT HE LOVES ME ...but my brain keeps telling me he doesnt *hits brain on head* does that make sense im weird yes *sigh* but im not saying that im saying WHY DO I CRY LIKE THAT ahh *runs around in circles* lol okay thanks guys for your help....

Its okay I mean look at me, I know my bf loves me more than anything and would never cheat on me. But everytime im not with him, I keep thinking he is cheating on me and I go nuts LOL

Its just the sided effects of love

... That's not a side effect of love. I'm in love and I don't think Tiffani is cheating on me or doesn't love me when we are away from each other... Of course we are always away from each other because her parents think I'm a crazy man whore.

Heya, i know how you feel!! I used to be like that too!! like exactly like you!! crying when you can't see your bf even though you know he loves you and people keep telling you he does but you think its something to do with you as to why he can't see you..as i said i USED to be like that, and you can be too!! What i did was talk to him about it, and after some reassurance that a) it wasn't me and b) i was not losing my brain i dealed with it and if i think im gonna get upset or angry with him i take some time out. xx

Just tell yourself when you feel yourself getting upset that he DOES love you, and he DOES want to spend time with you, he just physically can't for some reason and ignore all the negative thoughts!! it helps a lot!

i fell completly in love with him today...so i think i will be so much better....Alot of things happened today and he gained my trust...and my respect...
my last like four relationships i was used....thats why i was like that...but today it changed....i think i can start trusting people more after today yay!