“ Before I say good bye to him, I want to hear your thoughtsâ€

I know, and I feel that the love I have for this person, can never be replaced. He is the one I will tell myself. “ My last Love”, that’s who he is. He inspired me to change and be the best I am. In my heart I will thank him. I am not a perfect girl. I think I’m fat! Everything that I am close to being perfect at, I’m not. I really so many perfect girls for him. They are thin. They are very nice and better Christians than I am. I know that every time I am close at love I never reach it…..I love him so much, enough that it will make me happy for him to live a life loving the girl that he belongs with. In the end if I’ve lost everything: my dream, “him”, and love…..seeing him happy will still bring a smile to my face and it will warm my heart. I want advice before saying GOOD BYE….., because I promised God he would be my last….