Confused...

k well heres my situation I went to the movies with my friend whom i secretly liked and he well we didnt even sit with each other cuz like there wasnt enough room cuz he had like five friends comming! lol anyways after the movies he tells my guy friend that he likes me.. then my other friend was like all talking to him about it and I was getting sooo mad at her cuz i thought she was telling him to admit that he liked me.. how was I supposed to know he already admitted it.. sooo he comes up to me and starts talking to me and he told me hes liked me for quite a while now and im like really... [im so stupid] and hes like yeah you know where im getting with this right??? im like hold on a sec and my friend fills me in with everything hows hes gonna ask me out and everything like that! this was totally unexpected! k well im the type of person who does NOT believe in the whole dating thing not at this age at least which is13 and hes 14.. i dont feel like im mature enough anyways. so well i had to turn him down when he asked me. i old him im not ready for that sort of stuff yet and hes like well until you are i want you to have this and he gave his ring! :O big shocker for me...

k well i dont think im gonna be ready to date anyone for a long time.. im talking like months to years im just not like that.. and im not he got the message.. its so weird now like we talk on the phone all the time and he comes to my basketball games and stuff and visits me all the time since he goes to high school thing is im not even going to the same high school so i dont think it would really ever work out.. when he gave the ring i realized he likes me alot... it was so much like a movie and hes was so serious about it im just a kid with no direction and im so confused with my life right now... like even if we were the same age and went to the same school im not happy with my life and going out with him wouldnt make my life any better.. and my friend was like you have no confidence in yourself and maybe its true.. i really dont know well right now i have the ring he gave me and im thinking about returning it because its not fair to him whatsoever i want him to find another girl and just move on.. i cant make him wait even though he wants to wait. its just isnt fair.. so i just wanna know what you guys thik i shhhhhould do before i act on my decision im so scared.. it would be great to have some else perspective on this..

im very sorry i made it so long!

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lol :P thank you for the advice ;) bob i appreciate it ;)

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