to die or not too

is wrong to wish for your death to be a quick one. to wish to just be shoot in the head and all the pain of the real world to leave. to want to sit in hell caz u think hell cant be wrost then your life right now. may be it is may be it aint but i feel like that right now and every time i cut i know i am a piece of sh*t u dont have to tell me that

....

...Yes and I so understood that. One, a proper sentence would be nice, maybe even an explanation as to what your getting at. Secondly, your spelling caz aight noe im goin wtf! (because right now i'm so confused).

~Luvz~
~Angie~

humm fairy tales... life is a bitch, deal with it... mine is crapt, ive seen people with thing worst than mine and i aint complaning. yea i want to die, but i dont kill myself for that reason, i keep on with life and i dont care about getting killed...

i think many peope wish for things to jsut stop. but many people have lives that are hard, or unbearable, but still pull through. if you go through life wanting it to end, you may miss something amazing.

i used to go for walks at night, hoping a car would hit me or a thug shoot me. but i got help, and i can see the nice things now.

the fact you have asked fro help is a good sign.

Ruby

I wanted to give you some serious advice, but I am just way to busy scornfully mocking you.

Wait, I thought of some: If you are going to whine about something, at least make it legiable.

Best Wishes,

Kalika

Uh...why are you guys giving her your time?

It's a 1 year old suicidal..interesting.

I have to be honest, and I appologize for being rude.

To be alive is a blessing beyond recognition, for some people it might seem to be a living hell but to wish upon death is a cowardy act by which one runs away from his or her problems.

Even if those problems seem imposiible to solve or your life is threatened by what is greater than physical pain, you should never wish death.

To face life with it's many challanges is truly what you should try to do rather run away.

That what does not kill you only makes you stronger.

In the end, I truly do not understand why one would wish such an aweful thing. least upon your own self

I really could not understand a word of that, what I did manage to get out of it was that you want to go to hell because maybe it is, maybe it isnt better than your life now?

I suggest you eat some sugar, and lighten up. I'm sure there are people 100 times worse than what you have going on. And what was the question?

okay u guys many of u have a point but my life is deffently not sugar plums how could it be my first six years of living was a nightmare for those six years i was raped by my father... who was an E-9 in the navy so when he finaly want to jail for it he only got 3 years for it... that is BULL SH*T!!! then i got a step father that wont stop yelling... and the beganing of thise school year i LOST my middle finger and i am a gurl that likes gurls and i am in a F**Ked up dutch town that hate my kind of ppl

I got expelled from school, And i can't get into any other one, And i havn't finished my year ten, So its really hard to find a job!

Anywho, I didnt read this whole thread, But i kinda get what its about, And honestly, As much as i tell myself i wanna die. I think it's a good thing that im still alive. It shows that your stronger than what you think you are. And yes there is alot of people out there who could be going through worse things or whatever, But by then end of the day, If your sad, Then your sad..

P.S Im not trying to make an aguement just incase anybody thinks i am..

Hels: Dont make yourself a fool.

Oops guess you already done that long ago.

Depression is the norm, but so is something called medicine and counselling ( to try and find the root of the problem).

The norm is to be strong, and overcome hurdles. Sometimes life can beat you down. But if you keep on living your life happily you will truly show the world that everyone can overcome anything life throws at us.

WTF!!!! u guys dont read u know that i wrote sumthin' else on here and u ppl dont even notice i just wanted sum help but f**k u all. no thanks for not helping.

oh yeah and i have tried the counsoling thing for the past six years that never helped and pills for 1 month didnt help quite taking them.

if you want help,
email me.
punkrawkband86@yahoo.ca
I can help.

"pills for 1 month didnt help quite taking them."

they can sometimes take a while to take effect, and also they rearly work first time. it takes a few attempts for them to work out which ones are best for you.

well, if it helps, I think you're too good a poet to die. you have a pretty amazing mind. you could probably do something pretty amazing with it. you know, besides blowing it against the walls...

Life is a challange, and a great privilege.
Why would you want to give that up for something that happened in the past?
And, besides, whatever is happening now, will soon become the past, and should, therefore, be left in the past.
(Never forget your past, just learn from it, it's part of who you are.)

You are taking everything you do have for granted. Count your blessings, however few you may believe you have. Trust me, there is always someone out there who has fewer than you.

Kalika

Count your blessings, I agree, no matter how few

"there is always someone out there who has fewer than you."

But what does that mean to the one you're talking to?

hey thanks do u really think i am really good at poetry i dont i changed my name one of my friends keep calling me fuzzy so that is my new name peace out i desided i wont kill myself besuase the way i sm going i will die soon anyways i need another surgery thanks all of u are kool
(^_^)

surgery? been there done that. but I wish it wouldn't have happened cause if it hadn't I wouldn't typing right now.

difficult choice..isn't it?...hmm shall i over come depression and stay strong. shall i think about all the people who are living in 3rd world countries and begin to cry about my life. there's so many ways i can become happy....i'm alive, i haven't lived half my life. i can't really predict what will happen.

or should i just mope around unsatisfied when in reality i probably have much more than anyone else.

i think i'd just rather die.

blah blah blah. life is a beautiful thing and people take it for granted. people don't appreciate their lives as much as they should. live your life and experience. good will always come your way if you are able to see it coming. which is a problem because people are too pessemistic and stubborn to enjoy a wonderful thing that was just handed to them. think about the hundreds of babies that are aborted and never really had a chance.

think about the animals. and open your mind.

live the sunshine, swim the sea, and drink the wild air.
-emerson

life sucks

life only sucks if you make it suck

but there is a god. maybe not the kind of god chirstains believe...but there is something after death.

what's wrong with believing?

^The lies that trail along after it.

//Ari\\

Your right Angelina

To the original post - your selfish and self consumed some else always has it worse off than you do. Think about the people who you would hurt leaving here, the people who are dead and wish they were still here - then again the grass is always greener - in most cases anyways.