UnderAge Dying
18 years ago
not love but i had the biggest crush on my BEST boy "friend" in 3rd grade until about 7th and no i dont still like him...we actually never really talk anymore:( |
Void
18 years ago
I'm probably one of the only people who dare put this (if not, The Only Person who dare put this) But my first love was and still is a perfect stranger. He lives half way around the world. I've never physically met him, but we've been talking for over a year now. - I'm 16, going on 17- I know he is who he says he is (please don't judge me on any of this) and trust him... Though sometimes I question why. He loved me...And I'm pretty sure he still loves me - but just like me, the thought of loving someone you've never met, touched or held ( nor your not sure you ever will) is scary. So we've decided not to say those three words anymore. But he's my first love, and hopefully my last love. |
Brooke Mason
18 years ago
steph person, the same thing is happening with me. in love with a guy i've never met before but i've talked to his mom on the phone *gigglesnort* so i know he is who he is. only fifteen and already i know i love him, for he's the only person i've been able to SPEAK the words "i love you" to. sure, typing them or writing them down is easy as pie, but to SAY them...that's pretty tough unless you really mean it. |
alwaysremeniceus
18 years ago
Steph, I'm in that position too... |
NK
18 years ago
about a year ago i fell in love with a girl named shannon... 2 months later we were dating.. three months after that i got dumped... 4months later we start talking... a month after that we met up.. hook up.. and realise we can't be without one another... so thats when i feel in love and yes i am with the same person... whats love if it cannot last? |
MaSkEdSoUl
18 years ago
Same thing with me Steph. Me and him have been talking for like a year now, still talking. I think he knows it to but the distance thing wont work out so we're like only friends I guess. I realized it when I was like 14, I'm 15 now, might be young but I dont think so. I've talked to him like on the phone but never met him, he lives fffaaarrrrr ffaaarrrr away lol. Ok well thats my story. |
Void
18 years ago
"he lives fffaaarrrrr ffaaarrrr away" |
xღxBeckyxღx
18 years ago
i fell in love for the first time when i was 15. We've been together for over 2 years, and i love him more each day :) |
livefreebright
18 years ago
I was 16 but it didn't last long. It took me a while to get over him. We're not friends but if we see each other, which one in awhile we do, we'll hug and talk. |
MaSkEdSoUl
18 years ago
Well, Steph I know what you mean, but to me its like, If its meant to be it'll happen, if its not, then it wont. I still have hope that it'll work out, but the different religion thingy probably made this ALOT harder than it would be if we were both the same religion. Canada and England are not far away from eachother considering how far me and the guy I'm talking about live. I still think me and him can work this out, but I keep believeing that he doesnt feel the same way, I'm kinda afraid to even ask him. But anyways just wanted to say that. |
Rebecca
18 years ago
i first fell in love my 8th grade year close to the end of it i had been friends with this wonderful guy named Mohamed and After awhile we became closer than i thought we would have and we eventually went out and became bf and gf and i love him so very much and he felt the same why. but then i found out some hurrible stuff about him and why he was with me and i never thought to ask him i just left him without knowing what he was doing with me nope were not together but were really good friends |
DeathsRose
18 years ago
My first real love was when I was 14 and he was 16. We went out for 2 weeks and did stuff...(nothing that bad but stuff...if you get what I'm saying) Anyways...He cheated on me with a friend of mine and we broke up. The next time I saw him I was 16 and he was almost 19. We hooked up but never went out. He moved like 6 months ago and I havn't seen him since...But I do believe that I still have feelings for him. |
Amanda Renee
18 years ago
My first love was when I was in 15 he was 14 only a year wasn't that bad. We talked every night on the phone that we could b/c he lived in Indiana right across the border of Ohio and it was only about a an hour and half drive to see him and well he called me Christmas morning and said merry christmas and it was good the next day after christmas I left for Arkansas for a vacation with my family to visit the hospital which is in Memphis Tennessee and well its about a 5min drive back and forth to Memphis cuz my hotel was in Arkansas well he called me and told me he loved me. Well I came back to Ohio on the 28th and went to watch him race his cage kart at the collisuim and well we held hands and were all happy together and well then... it all went down hill from that point on we were talking on the computer on New Years Eve before I left for my grandma he called me when the clock struck midnight and told me he loved me. Well then on New Years Day is when it all hit me he told me on the phone he could no longer see me I was so heart broke and I was so sad I cried and cried I wanted to be with him and well he said I'm sorry but I can't take this with you and me we were forced into this relationship and well I was devasted and wanted to die and then he proceeded to tell me he still loved me and I said well I do to but I guess I will have to move on.. The bad part about it we didn't even make a MONTH THATS WHAT HURT ME THE MOST! :( Not even a month later I got a new boyfriend who cares for me a lot we talk and we get along very good and we have some stuff in common but we love each and well we will be together 2months on the 26th well thats about my first love and well now its a new relationship better than ever!!!! |
Laura Ash
18 years ago
My first love was in 4th grade. He was my best friend also my other best friend's cousin. He found I liked him then a few days later he told his cousin that he liked me and he said she could tell me. So she told me but I didn't like him anymore. Then in 6th grade I fell back in love with him again for 1 and a half years even though he was going out with someone for 9 of those months. Instead of talking to him like I used to do I ignored him and acted shy around him even though he was always nice to me. Even if no one else was. Like one time I fell in the mud and everyone was laughing at me except him he was just asking me if I was okay. :) |
imyours4now
18 years ago
my first real love was this year. ive had past relationships, but this year really took the toll. I loved him, he loved me back...he was always asking me what i ever see in him, and i told him he's the first guy who wasn't a jerk but could reach out to me and could understand me. but our circumstances was too hard, i had to let go of him, and plus our meeting really was really bad timing. but you know how i know it was true love?? he was in my mind 24/7, it took me so long to get over him, i still remember him, i still have his memories, letters everything. |