LoÑ£ly♥P!rÄτΣ
18 years ago
So I haven't been on this site in was seems like forever plus a day....Well I was looking through my poems, and it was really cool to me of how much memory and feeling they could bring back to me...like my love poems, and my sad poems...Well anyways, reading my cutting poems definitally didn't bring all that much back to me exept discust and hatred for what I had done. I was an immature, over-dramatic girl. I see fading scars on my wrists and it makes me sick to my stomach...I don't know if cutting is still a fad like it was when I did it, but if it is guys, OMG!!! Its so so soooo bad for you...and trust me... you will regret it. It isn't something you can just forget about...the people you told look at you in a completly different way when the subject of cutting or depression comes up...It's not fun. It's been about a year or so since I've cut, and things are great....I still get depressed and everything, but it's just another emotion. Like love, or passion, envy or rage...You get through it. I've matured enough to know that there are better ways than cutting, choking yourself, ice-burning; to relieve your troubles...I like to listen to my chemical romance, think about when I was happy, or just go to sleep. Sometimes you feel fine and happy fairly uickly, other times you don't. You just have to deal... |
AGirlWorthFightingFor
18 years ago
hey, yeah, that's really cool how you stopped cutting and made up with your friends, but...don't let it go to your head. you're still only 13. you're not that mature. and you haven't figured everything out yet. |
LoÑ£ly♥P!rÄτΣ
18 years ago
I'm actually about 15, and I know I'm not totally mature, but I'm still alot more mature than what I was. And I know that's a fact. |
**Just Her**
18 years ago
"It's been about a year or so since I've cut, and things are great....I still get depressed and everything, but it's just another emotion. Like love, or passion, envy or rage...You get through it." -- well said |