anyone ever got raped and fet like life is over:(

i got raped 5 times 3 were in my family and its not fun and when u got ur other family members not beliving u and being mad at u and stuff and all ur friends back down on u then u feel like nothing is left. i am going 2 tell u all now its not oiver i found a bf that cares and not all guys r bad and stuff but then some r he cares and he asked me 2 marry him and life could not be any better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!