Please i need advise

Okay here goes n this is the first time telling mi situation to anyone.
On spring break me n mi mom have been figthing and i opushed her cuz we got into a fight cuz of anger and i feel its mi fault i haeve no one talk to or sccared to for that matter and ive been so deppressed for a long time yet i dotn admit it n ive been feeling like i shud end mi life and ive been harming mi self for two years on n off n i quit until wat had happend cuz i unno hopw to exspress mi emoshions n it just make s feel better mi mom is alway puttin me down n swearin n she even said she wishes i was dead she pulled mi hair n slapped me n she wants me o move out she even called the police but nothin happend n iunno wat to do n more

hey,
things seem bad from what i have read.
Suicide is never the answer, believe me. Try talking to your Mum, calmly.
As for self-harming, i know how hard it can be to stop, i know it always feels the only way but it doesnt really help does it, not in the long run.
I wish i could help in some other way.
You can always talk to me.
Dont give up, try and be strong.
Best wishes
Love Tara-Kay xx

I know how you feel sometimes
like tara-kay said
try talking to your mom calmly
and you culd also leave a note for her if you want
if you need someone to talk to and you can't talk to a friend
get a journal or something like that
I know that that always helps me
hope ya feel better

You want some advice? Call child services.

That should solve certain things.

If my mom ever got to the point of pulling my hair, her ass would be wearing an orange jumpsuit in jail.

Nobody deserves abuse.

//Ari\\

Use punctuation, write properly and space things out. Then maybe I will read it. I couldn't understand a word of what you said.

Thanks tara it means a lot i wish i could here that in person or have a hug for that matter im just hurtin so much.
And no cutting does not help put i just feel a sence of releif when i do cut and i even talked to my school councellor about the cutting and stuff but i dont really like her id rather talk to the other one but i'm scared to its weird its just hard to talk about it in person because im afraid i'll cry and i cant stop.
Another reason i do harm my self is because i feel i have no controll my mom is always trying to controll my life im 15! like i dont even have a life cuz she controlls me! ya i dont mean to complain but i cant take it anymore!

hey, i am very sorry to hear that no ones mom should tell them that i have never experienced that but i think i understand how you feel me and my dad have problems kinda like that i think you and ur mom need to talk about everything and maybe work things out and see how things go from their.

i agree , you realy should speak carmly to your mum