why can't I stop loving him?

my fiance has been living in michigan, because his family moved there. he always promised that he would come back . . . he said he was coming back this June. we were emailing each other about all the stuff we wanted to share before we committed to an entire life together. he said he would always love me, no matter what.

well . . . .

i told him that sometimes i get depressed, and that there have been times when i wanted to kill myself. he told me to shut up and not talk about that; i was just pissing him off. he said he won't put up with a person who wanted to die. i said if he wanted to marry me, he was going to have to accept all of me.

so . . . .

he says that i'll never hear from him again, and that he won't answer any emails that i send him. he said that he would always love me though . . . .

i don't know what to do. i know that i've lost him, and if he can't accept the person i am, i probably never had him in the first place. but i can't stop loving him! it hurts more and more each day and i don't know how to make it go away.

any advice?

if he really loved you he would accept you for who you are.
i think you should try to move on or just distract yourself. hang out with your friends and have some fun. maybe you'll get over in time but i really dont' have any experience with that kinda thing

if he really loved you, and cared about you. he would have never said what he said.and if he really loved and cared about you. he would have stuck by your side and tryed to help you through your depression.but really i guess you just have to watch they tpye of people you trust now a days.