im all alone

awww hunny thats so sad. I know it's hard to stop. What really works for me is music. If u listen to music that describes how you are feeling its sort of a comfort to know you arent the only one. I always run when I am stressed. Just try to do anything you enjoy. Try to say to yourself that the knife isnt an option. tell your self over and over. Sometimes it will work, sometimes it wont. Good luck

awwww hun I am so sorry to hear for you loss, I can't imagine the emotional damage that would do. I think maybe you should seek some help, that is what you are asking for right? I definatly agree with the person above me ^^^ try and do something to enjoy stuff to get your mind off it, I know that'd be such a hard thing to go through and hard to stop but it is so bad for you and I'm sure your family would hate to see you like this. Perhaps you can find an older person to help you though this, and most important you need yourself...Keep pushing yourself and tell yourself you are not gunna give up on quitting this...Good luck you'll be in my prayers

I am so sorry to hear that, that is terrible. I defintily agree with the people above me. Try to do something to help you get through it. I've had some emotional problems lately, and I've taken up jogging. I find it is a really big stress reliever. This may sound odd, but something else that works with me Is having a really big glass of water, I don't know about it, but it helps me. I hope everything works out with. Good Luck.

dont turn to the knife....personally i know ....you will get so addicted that one day you ahve to cut deeper to felel the realease and sundeenly deeper gets even moe deeper until its so deep its unsafe ...there are poeple out there who lvoe you ....you wil be ok

XoX *~CrImSon__TeArS~*

You've got a lot on your plate love, there is no denying that, so here is the thing. Live to write your story, to write your family's story, to survive.

You were in a car crash and you survived

you lost your family, but you survied through it

You are not a foster child, but love, you will survive.

You might cut yourself now, but baby you will survive

You could be a survivor and a hero to others around you, other foster kids who are alone. When you confort others, often you can find that your problems aren't so bad, that you can make it through.

I don't know what you want to do about being in a foster home, vs. being addopted, but if you want a home for good, I can hook you up with an angency tthat is really really good (maybe your's already is,) but my family had worked with these people and I have to younger sibblings that we have taken from abbusive homes and now live with people who care. If you want that, I will be happy to do what I can. Just remember, you are a survivor, you have had your world shaken, but you can survive.

-Tainted Mikochan

Please try not to cut. You have so much to work through and I really do wish you the best in getting through it all.

thats very sad.its the worst feeling to lose he people you love the most in life. but its a part of life we all must accept...but cutting is never a good way to try to get satisfaction...it doesnt solve anything....it only brings on thoughts or killing and suicide that you dont need. if u ever want to talk about it, feel free to e mail me... demon_slayer_1@hotmail.com....
i really hope things will be better for you :)

~Hilary~

That is sad and I really feel for you. But cutting isn't the answer. Live your life the way you think your family would have wanted you to. Achieve your goals help other people who have been through the same thing as you.

I don't think I could ever bring myself to cutting. I actually don't see how people can be addicted to pain. I'm not trying to be mean, it's just that, I've never been in that situation, so I wouldn't know. I', not saying I have a perfect life, I'm far from that. But I've found other ways to take away the loneliness and depression. Music and poetry are two things that do it for me. It makes me smile :)

I'm sorry about what happened to your family and I do realte since I lost my father to illness... trust me, I wish from the bottom of my heart that no parent ever suffers like my dad... but it is not an excuse for you to find ease in pain... Listen to a pearson who's been through what you've been through. I know how hard it is to lose your parents, and till this very day I miss my father. what you need is a good music, and a good friend. in my case, I was blessed with a cousin who stood by my side and helped me through it, but not everyone is this fortunate, that's why I say music, and a good friend will help you through it.

your friend can also be an advisor or counsler... not that i'm saying somethin is wrong with you but counslers actually are a lot of help, you'd be surprised how many people go to counslers just to chit chat with them and have no problems with their life. so you can do that too... try seeing in your school or collauge (I don't know how old are you) free counsling.

This is the only advice I can give you

Doug, stop bringing up old threads