like the pills in my hand. ill never let you down.

~~
pills are my way to excape the world.
cutting was my way to let the pain out.
suicide attempts never went threw.

im so scared to die.
but i want to so bad.
cutting is in the past.
pills are my future.

friends and family
one friend/no family.

im a young girl who just wants someone
to understand me. understand what im
going threw.
i know people have it worse. and im grateful
of what i have.
however
what do i have?
friends that dont know me.
family that doesnt love me.
yeah..

i dont know..
anyone feel what im saying???
because i could really use someone to talk to.
and who REALLY understands.

if so IM me.
kissmehoefacex3

"like the pills in my hand, ill never let you down"

Suicide is never ever the way... trust me on that one. If you really need someone to talk to IM me at Carleeann05... hang in there.

Car

it's hard to meditate on ampiphetamines.

"know people have it worse. and im grateful
of what i have.
however
what do i have?"

..Apparently you have a computer and access to the world wide web to type out your complaints to complete strangers...we can't do anything for you. Only you can help yourself, if you really want to get better.

So get help.

Otherwise, have fun wallowing in your self-pity.

//Ari\\

Suicide does nothing except deny yourself the chance to ever enjoy happiness, ever again. Suicide isn't just pain, it ends everything. Most teenagers who think about suicide really don't get that. They feel crazy and want an escape, but with that escape you make at least ten people just as crazy as you were, and you never helped yourself. I am a hypocrite in that way sort of, because in my past I have tried to end my life, but that was a long time ago. If your life really sucks that bad, then live it, for the sake of helping others get through the same stuff that is hurting you. Don't you see? If you keep living you can be the person who can help other people. When they say "No one understands me," you can be the person that does. Instead of leave the world, do it a favor and make it better. That's what I try to do and honestly, it makes a great motivation to live.

-Tainted Mikochan

whats the point in committing suicide?what does it prove? and what do you really gain from it. by killing yourself your not even giving yourself the chance to grow up and fight all the pain. your life does have meaning to it and one day you will realize..everybody will relize what they did was wrong and that you really are with having you life lived out to the full extent!