Lonely

What makes you lonely...

when I wake up from a nightmare (I have them a lot) and I have no one to hold me and tell me it was only a dream and it's okay.

When I see all my friends in the arms of boy/girlfriends and I remain single and alone

When I walk down the halls at school by myself because no one wants to talk to me

-Tainted

When I feel like I'm trapped behind glass. I see people having lives and I feel like I don't belong or should have what they have.

--When i'm at school and everyone else around is laughing yet I can't seem to muster a smile.
--When I'm at school and all I see around me couples, and it makes me wonder if their's something wrong with me.
--When i'm in a room full of people, yet I feel so utterly alone.
--When I know that i've been ditched.
--Sometimes even within the vasinity of my own bedroom, when my mind wanders thinking of good times before and comparing them to now.
--When I feel as if I'm a shadow silently watching as others change and leave yet i'm still standing there.

~Luvz~
~Angie~
xoxo

Everytime i'm in my own lil' world and i realize no one around me knows what's going on in my head and what i'm struggling with. Sometimes the lonliest time is when i'm surrounded by people who know nothing about me.

I'm lonliest when I'm forcing myself to laugh, and no one suspects anything's wrong. I have been lonely I think since I broke up with my boyfriend. We are still really good friends, but now he's holding one of my other friends. I tell people that I don't care, but I think I've come to realize that deep inside I still feel for him. As for the nightmare thing, I have those all the time. I wake up feeling like my life is a beautiful cascading waterfall... until you look into it and you hit the rocks below.

When I watch my boyfriend through my form room window at school, watching him have fun and wishing I had the confidence to go and tell how much I love him, how much I want to spend every second of my life with him, and how much I don't deserve him... Then I see everyone else around him having fun, and I feel so alone...

That is soo true, it is the writer's curse. Writers are more succeptable to suicide, drugs, lonliness, and depression because of the way that their mind is set up, making us look at the world differently than everone else...

When I'm sitting next to him talking to him and he still does not realize how I feel

just being in the world,witch is full of crap

I feel really lonely when i can't tell my thoughts to anyone, which is almost all the time.
I've always been seen as the tough one and known not to cry and now it seems thats all i'm capable of.
When i do cry infront of people like my friends it makes them feel awkward and i know it cause it seems like i would never cry.
And it just makes me even more and more lonely when i just have more thoughts filling my head and they never come out.
There is only a couple of people i can share my thoughts with now and i think i'm fallin for him.

The fact that i cant spill makes me lonely.

xo.erika

When my best friend is gone for a week

When your family spends the whole day avoiding you.
When you and your friends are out and they're all laughing but you can't even smile, Or worse when they don't even come but you know they're out.

When my friends aren't around.

Knowing that no one loves me

the fear of dying alone...

"some bullshit their way through life thinking they are above it"

Don't knock bullshitting. Got me into college.

You should probably ask the difference between Lonely and Alone... all of the above are what makes people feel alone and not lonely.

I hope to god no one feels the real lonliness.

I know I sound mean... but to be lonely is when you walk down the street and are greeted not by smiling faces or bright eyes, but by scary cold eyes that pierce through your skin.

Have you ever been in a situation such as the above, has any been in that situation where they would walk in a normal street and find not one eye that looks at them is filled with anything but coldness and hatred.

that is lonely and that's something I wish no one ever feels that.

you feel alone when no one is there to help you, but you feel lonely when everyone is there but none give you a helping hand rather give you a frighteningly cold stare.

What makes me feel alone is when I see my friends in pain and I cannot do anything.

What makes me feel lonely is when I'm a trouble and rather than finding a helping hand I find cold eyes and blank faces staring my way as if i'm some kind of monster.

now do you know the difference.

please I'm neither here to discuss nor argue. i'm simply stating my opinion and clarifying a meaning that a lot have confusion in it.

gaara, to answer your question, yes, I have been that kind of lonely. maybe it's another part of the creative person's curse. it certainly seems to be a recuring theme with us. and me, personally. there are some people who still to this day won't speak to me. others who merely don't look at me the same. aren't as open with me as they used to be. these are usually isolated to only a few persons, who have their own personal issues with making friends.

but sometimes, in the throws of depression, every face becomes the same. the slightest glance is like icicles. but it's not them, I know, deep down, I realize that most of the time these fears are mere projections of my own guilt and feelings about myself.

To get over this...the bullshitting comes in handy. but it's surely not the only perfectly healthy outlet.

And yeah, Alone, alone can merely mean "all one." Which has it's highs and lows.