what can i do??

ok i got kinda a long story here but seriouzly i need so much help. well ill try to summarize it as best as i can.
well i have thiz HUGE crush, (well not really a crush, cauz i juss dont like him i LOVE him n i kno it cauz id b willin to give my life for him if i needed to) on thiz really nice/sweet guy n my friendz know it so then like around december 2005 they gave him a letter tellin him how i felt bout him without me knowin about it cauz they thought mayb sumthin could work out, so yea, he answered like after a week cauz he didnt kno what to say n at tha end he said that he had a good time wid me but wanted to stay as friendz...for now... n wanted uz to b kool still. so yea.. it was kinda weird at tha beginnin after he knew my real feelingz for him but after we started talkin again n i've tried to forget him a whole bunch of times n i juss cant, we have sooo much in common, n everytime i see him i juss fall in love wid him even more, we have a good time when we're togetha n even tho i kno how he feelz i still love him, cauz i think that he can change... i sumtimez feel like tellin him myself in person... cauz i want uz to give it a try but i dont kno how to start, or where n when.. i need soo much help!! wat do u guyz think that i should do???

hey! don't worry! i think you should start the convo by askin him is he in love with anyone right now, so you kno dat if he is you don't ask him to go out with you. well if he doesn't then tell him that u wanna be a lil more than friends. i kno its hard, bt trust your love.

thx, yea i do know that hez not goin out wid anybody else or that he doesnt like nebody else. i know what i want to tell him, i juss have trouble starting the conversation =(