please help, my friends don't understand.....

I've been and still am there, My friends dont understand either, neither does my family..Thats when you learn to live for yourself. Prove others wrong that you DO matter in this life. I'm still trying to do that, Ive left my so called 'friends' that just told me to stop or called me stupid for it. I've started over, in a way Ive made myself reborn..Its helped a lot, people have seen the true me for a little less than a year now, and I have a great boyfriend that's gone through all this already, so he helps. You shouldnt greet death with open arms..nor run..just let it come when its suppose to happen..not so early in life tho. You'd kill those around you, if you killed yourself..they'd try to figure out why you did it, and never find out...leaving such an unfillable burden...Ive been there its not a good time, but I know you can pull through. Give it time, not a knife.

Nephthys

Dear Carmella
It saddens me to hear that a girl your age is already trying to give up. The reason it affects me so is because I have been there and did the same thing. PLEASE DON`T GIVE UP..I know it`s hard to hear right now but things do get better. The thing you should realize right now is that of all your friends you have right now, only 1 or 2 of them will still be with you 10 years from now. They are the ones who understand you and won`t judge you. Thereis already someone out there who loves you for who you are and you can`t take yourself away from them...but when you find this person, everything will fall into place. Please respond back, I would love to help you if I can

freaknbozo@comcast.net