i miss him more than ill ever admit

ok this has rly nothing to do w/ suicide or cuttin or nething like that but it makes me rly sad. you dont have to reply or post a comment or nething i just need to post sumtin.

ok idk how many of you have heard that song "Dance With My Father" By: Luther Vandross. but i luv that song sooo much but everytime i listen to it, it makes me cry cuz when i was aobut 8 my dad left my family and i havent heard from him since. and i just want to be like a regular family w/ a mom,dad,brother, and sister (me) i just want to know he luvs me. i mean ill never have him there to walk me down the aisle when i get married. i just want to have a dad to say i luv u dad instead of just i luv u mom. ya know? i want some1 to send a fathers day card to but ill never have that either. i guess thats all i wanted to say so i guess bye

~nikki

Nikki, don't be sorry, expressing your feelings is the best thing that you can do. I am sorry to hear that you don't have a father figure in your life. Just keep your head up and stay strong. It is difficult to deal with, and I understand.

Don't ever say your sorry for expressing your feelings, you have every right to. Keep a happy face on. :)

Peace, Joe

thnx joe that rly helps...i cant help but say sry....its a habit.

You're very welcome...I love to help when needed. :)

Peace, Joe

I agree with Joe! Don't be sorry, expressing your feelings are good! Keeping 'em inside is not good because then it'll bug you even more, ya understand? Well I'm also sorry because you don't have a father right there with you, but I mean you gotta keep your head up! It might be so hard to deal with but all you can do is be STRONG! Well take care!

Cindy