I feel so bad right now......

the guy i like, david*, is really upset right now I think. and im pretty sure if he is, it's b/c of me. see, like 4 months ago, i wrote a poem for him telling him how much i loved him and all that good stuff. well, i learned in my 2nd period that day that he had already got a new girlfriend. so me and my friend were writing a note about it, her fussing at me cuz i wanted to die etc etc. well, it was written in one of my notebooks and david stole it yesterday. i didnt know this, but he read that note we wrote. and when i went through my notebook in 7th period when i got it back, he had written a note to me. it said how he was sorry he screwed me over and that he thought what i felt for him was an infatuation. and said why did i like him anyways and all this good stuff. so i wrote him back of course. well today, he didnt really talk to me too much, and he acted like he was still upset about it. so i wrote a poem called "im sorry (you can kill me)" and let him read it. and so then he got upset again. and i just feel like a major screw up and like i ruin everything. even though it seems like everything between us is alright again. this was mainly just to vent.....but if you have any suggestions or any comments i'd LOVE them!!
with love
unconformist

just cuz hes angry doesnt mean hes not the one.. people fight they get threw it all the time...

I'n my opinion I think that no boy deserves your tears cuz I mean it's hurting you more than it is to him! You're only making your self feel even more bad! Take care!
Cindy