Why would men do that?

Hello......my name is Cindy and my life has been a wreck--is that how you spell it--anyway, i'm slow sometimes sorry...ANYWAY....like i had 3 exboyfriends and like they used to hit me, call me names, and always put me down. One of 'em used to let his friends hit me for no reason!!!!!!!!!!! I don't get it why? Wat a JERK , HUH? And like one of my ex well he always to tell me that I should die, that I'm not meant to live, and that no one would ever love me cuz I'm fat and ugly! Yeah it sucked hearing all that! Well anyway like 3 yrs. later I met this guy and we became friends like I've known him for almost 2 yrs. and you know wat he does?!?!? He rapes me!!!!!!!! I just don't get it why! And yeah I also wrote a poem bout it called, "Why?" And like I just wanted to know how to forget about this or at least try to forget about it cuz It's really affecting me! Like tried to kill myself so many times, but my sister stopped me! So yeah why would men do that? Plz help!
Much Love,
Cindy

"you called your ex boyfriends men, that my dear they will never be"

^^^ I agree 100%

A loyal man doesn't hit or abuse a women...he always opens doors, and is very polite...etc.

Why would men do that?

Well this is my answer that I always tell the ladies, "98% of men are asses, the other 2% are nice"

Like Sluv stated you are only 15...Look at what you want out of your life...and persue it...Dream big and follow your instincts...And then nothing can get in your way...good luck with everything.

Peace, Joe

^^^ Nicely put.

There is nothing left to argue.

Hey i'm going to agree with Darien. Your ex boyfriends are jerks. I hate them already. Those are the kind of guys who seek control over everyone. They didn't want you love, they wanted sex. A lot of guys now are like that. I hear the most disturbing things in the halls of my school. It seems like me and my friends are the only ones who dont have sex and power on our minds. I'm sorry that you had to experience that

Why would you stay and let them do that more importantly??

Thanks for everything you guys say! But like I didn't stick around when that happened to me I let him go and later on got with an another one--i waited almost a year to start dating! And then it happened again so then like I've had this guy friend that I've known for at least 2-3 yrs and I get with him and turns out to be a jerk--it's not he one who raped me--yeah I just thought as me having bad luck! And I'VE NEVER HAD SEX WITH ANYONE OF 'EM! Just so guys know, but I mean you guys may say I did just cuz someone raped me, but to me I AM A VIRGIN! Thanks for all your inputs! You guys are right! Thanks!
~*~Cindy~*~