meg...i aint feelin good.
I was thnkin last night tht maybe i have been concentrating on the wrong part of my past, like i should be lookin at the good times i had with my dad, instead of all the bad stuff, so i promised myself i would try to do tht n its helping, but right now i feel really lost. I miss u for starters =( Really really badly. And i cant seem to stay still for 5 minutes! I keep getting up and walking around and not knowing what to do with myself. I go upstairs n sit there for like 20 mins doing absolutely NOTHING! then i come downstairs n sit down here doing absolutely nothing. Its like i keep trying to find somewhere for me to go but i find nothing! Its really frustrating. About an hour ago, i went outside, in the rain, and sat on my trampoline. i didnt go out there to think, i just went out there! i CANT thnk! i actually cant! i just sit in places and not know what to do or where to go from there!! i just miss uuuuuuu =( =( n i feel really miserable! ='(
Love u loads
bffogamweawxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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