can't go on like this 4ever....!

well I lost someone that i really love alot..and its been 2 weeks..and it hurts soo bad i've lost 3 lbs in one week i know thats not alot but..I never loose weight unless i try...and im not even trying..I cant eat..i cant sleep i come 2 school loooking like trash..with dark circles around my eyez..i mean i had noo idea that him leaving would cause this much pain to my life..and make not want to do ne thing..I stay in bed on weekends now..i don't go with my friends.if i do it's only for meetings or things like that..i mean omg! it's soo confusing..and on top of that my best friend is a cutter and she won' stop! i try to include her in everything i do...and i try to talk 2 her..and NOTHING is working....I need *Him* to help me though this but *He*..Is gone :'( :'(

It looks to me like you are slipping into depression, you are facing many different problems at the same time which must be hard..
One of the best things you can do is clear your mind a little bit, write a poem, make a drawing, go running or talk to a person why you trust, maybe even try therapy if you see that as the only solution.. In these times you need someone to support you, I know that things may seem rough but you do have to try to keep doing the things you always did.. It is not going to help if you stay in your room and never talk to somebody.

You should tell your friend that she has got to do something about the cutting before it is to late, believe me, it only brings more trouble in the end..

If you ever want to talk to somebody you can always come to me.

Take care, Hope you feel better soon..

Hunnie u no wot i no exactly wot ur going thru because im goin thru da exact same. its hard i no... its been 1 week since my ex finished it with me... he was my world i loved him to bits and i was so happy with him.. but he finished it.. and now i dont no wot 2 do wiv myself! i cant stop thinkin bout him all i wanna do is see him, speak 2 him and for things 2 go back 2 da way they were... we were so perfect... but i already no dats not going to happen. since da split i have had every1 telling me 'hes not worth it' or 'ur better off without him' ... it really doesnt help does it? even if he isnt worth it i dont care because he made me happy. and how can i be better off without him if its making me like this to live without him? it really just does not make sense. i still cant understand how the whole thing happened... i know its my fault tho, and im not blaming myself... but it is true it is because of me! and yeah i dont no wot 2 do wiv myself but we've got to move on hun, u prob dont wanna hear this and it may not seem like it right now but trust me u WILL get through it eventually.. it just takes a bit of time! i know ill get through it.. some day...
hope this helps hunnie x

I know what exactly you are going through because I am going through the same thing. I just feel that life is just so useless, nothing makes me happy anymore, every night I cry uncontrolling. In the morning I don't wanna go to school. To me suicide is my only way out of the world. My heart hurts too much, the pain won't go away

I just wanna tell you that you are not alone in the world of ours

Oh by the way am I the only guy in this website

AWw hun....well i know what it feeels like to loose someone...i nevr thought it would hurt so badly. I actually started cutting but i think to help tyour friend if she wont listen tell her she needs help. Then if that doesnt work get someone u can trust to help. Its not easy but its worth it. AS for you talk about it. It truly helps. If you ever need anyone i am here for you....my email is bazookagirl@london.com Hang in there... ~*~Chrissy~*~