Am I losing myself?

OK so I go to school everyday feeling irritated, but for no reason. I make really mean and sarcastic comments, and I find myself not wanting to be with my friends. I don't know why though. I just want to be alone, but at the same time I don't want to be alone. I want someone to just understand what I'm feeling right now. Whats happening to me? I walk around alone or if I'm around a bunch of people I feel suffocated, and well idk how to explain it. Ugh i just feel like crying but its like "what the heck am i crying for?" I don't know whats wrong with me.

wow weird i can relate to so many feelings you mentioned above. firstly hun, stop thinking something is so wrong with you. Maybe you just need to talk to someone, get things off your chest so you can be more comfortable around people.
Even a school counsellor, anyone you trust.
This may not work, but just try it one day. Just get up and try to be in a good mood. If something annoys you, let it blow over your head. See how you go on a day like that, it'll help you realise what's wrong and what's bothering you.
Well i hope anyway!
xoox

Aww. I thought I was the only person like this. I get really irratated and weird when I'm around people, Cause I wanna be alone. But then when I'm alone I want someone there. It's strange.

But keep hanging out with your friends. Don't stop. For the past year I've been like this. And I hardly see my friends now. And when I do see them, I can't even talk. It's weird. But jus hang in there and maybe see your docter. =] Hope all goes well.

`taleee xx

You have friends..

talk to them, let them know what's bothering you. And if they are good friends, they will try to help you. Another thing you need to do, is sit down and think about all the things you could have done that you might be regretting. There might be something that is subconscious in your mind that is making you feel this way.

Is there someone you need to apologize to? Is there something you are worried about? Is there anything giving you stress? Question yourself about these things, and maybe you can find yourself an answer.

I dont think anything is "wrong" with you, people go through things like this. It might just go away and you will be like what the hell. Or maybe if will stay around and it is something you might want to go to a doctor , physcatrist (sp), about. But regardless talk to your friends,family, even your pets, even if that sounds retarded, but they are the best medicine, and they cant talk back! haha
hope everything works out. let us know...

wow. i feel like that every single day

Yeah ii get what you guys are saying, but I don't know. Maybe if i just forget about it it will just diappear, but I'll try some of the things you guys suggested. I don't know about seeing a psychiatrist though.

thtas weird... thats how I feel EVER day. i dont know what it is but i feel like exactly how you said you did..

omg I completely know what you're talking about. I feel the same way, I even push my family away..but once they finally give up and leave me alone I get so frustrated and cry because I wish they wouldnt leave me alone! maybe I test them..? who knows. anyway, looks like a lot of people feel that way! hang in there!

Don't worry man everyone posted here is or having that exact feeling you are having, I had to deal with it for a few months now and I don't know if I can stand it anymore.

Hope you know that there are people out there can knows what your feeling so you don't have to feel alone :)

Tony

Ebony:

Re: We're all the same. It's how we deal with it that makes the difference; or, for some, how they conceal it.

^agree

I've been through that, and I still do sometimes. Sometimes like you said, I just want to be left alone to think, then again, I would secretly want somebody to hold me and just listen.

i just want someone to hold me while i cy over something stupid without judging me and yet i won't let people get close enough to me so that they can understand what i want.

I cant cry in front of people anymore... Its physically impossible for me.... I've built an emotional wall...

Mel:

"We're all the same".

That's not true. We are all unique in our own individual ways.