I feel so bad.

I called my bestfriend today cuz its his bday i havnt seen him for a year cuz i moved i havnt talked to him for a long while cuz he was kinda mad at me but more because he was hurt that i had gotten a bf.

Well yea i talked to him and he keeps telling me he loves me and he'd do anything for me and saying all these things and is crying and ive never seen/heard him cry before hes so emotional and has all these feelings for me and i dont know what to say to him because i have a bf and i love my bf so much but i feel so bad for my friend he even sees like a therapist or something to talk about his problems and i just feel so bad that he's hurting so much because of me and i dont want him to love me cuz its only hurting him and i care about him so much i just dont know what to do i dont want him to hurt anymore but i feel like i cant do anything and really i cant cuz he wants me to love him like he loves me and i cant i just .. i dunno what to do im so heart broken for hurting him. :(

hey..
hmmm um i kinda know what u mean n kinda having simular problem.. its crap n v v difficult situation really!! im seeing someone n my best mate is a lad n i love him to pieces too.. but he is getting funny with me all time!!.. im acting like idunno what or why he is being wya he is its so much easier but me and everyone know and can see he loves me so much but thing is im like u i love him so much but not in the same way he loves me.. and i got told tht im gonna be hurting him acouple of times.. n i were like how u wk tht one out!! an they said by him seeing you with someone else!!

but he aint said anythin to me but he drops hints n tht all the time.. um but im breaking his heart too but im caring bout this other lad n theres nothing we can do really... maybe leave him alone i dunno.. its a tricky situation aint it???
um remember this quote... i always do n it kinda keeps remembering tht he love him but only as a mate...
"ONLY BECAUSE SOMEONE DOESNT LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TOO DOESNT MEAN THEY DONT LOVE YOU WITH ALL THEY HAVE....."
jus try n act normal with him n there aint much u can do really.. i no it hurts to see him so upset but u dnt want it to ruin your relationship with your bf!!..

take care..

xhanx

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