Want to find a particular poem...

I have this particular poem I read a week ago, I really loved it...
Unforunately I forgot to save the poem and now I can't remember who wrote it and what it is called!
I remember the half of one line
"S------- of a twisted design"
I have the first word on my tounge but I can't seem to remember it, I know it begins with an "S"...
And I also know that it is posted in the depression poems category of this site.
I hope someone has heard about it?
Any help will be most greatly appreciated!

Anyone?